Venting One of my fav musical artists released an album about death/rebirth the day I was supposed to ctb

[junko]

That's all. I just think it's funny.
The last line of the opening song is pleading to the listener, asking them not to worry.

"We all die one day."

Hope keeps screwing me over. I never ordered my SN because I started getting job offers. I spend every day having constant panic attacks and crying.

The last 2 days have been spent drunk.

This post doesn't really mean anything. I just wish I'd CTB when I'd planned to.

Should I put in my order of SN or use the money to get the clearances I need to start a job that won't pay enough to get me out of this shit hole? That's the question.

 

[dreamscape1111]

Do what you want, but why not go with the flow and accept the suggested direction? The universe can be quite playful like that sometimes. :)

Leave the old behind and embrace the better new, don't lose hope, dear.

 

[Sulyya]

Hope screws people a lot and sometimes doesn't. Best of luck.

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly seems like in this world hope is just a delusion to eventually lead to more suffering once it's inevitably taken away, I understand why you wish that you left this world at an earlier date. But anyway, I wish you the best.

 

[Sluggish_Slump]

Wow same, Yeah I planned to CTB earlier this month but kinda postponed it out of curiousity and to listen to this album. (Portals, right ?)

 

[junko]

Wow same, Yeah I planned to CTB earlier this month but kinda postponed it out of curiousity and to listen to this album. (Portals, right ?)

Yes! I've had Void on loop since it dropped

 

[exhaustedanonymous]

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