Hi,
When you finally put an end to a 'friendly' relationship after realizing your friend could not care less about you. Thought she was understanding me while I was doing it with her, coming from the same past traumas, but at the end I realized that I was the only one listening, while I was being gaslit and guilt trippen till the day I cut entirely the relationship for my self care. So sad to be betrayed so many times, it's crazy.
Still both in the same ugly situation at home, but she was somewhat entitled to speak over my voice everytime and confusing me in a crazy way even though she knew everything about the narcissistic world and so on but another time I was falling trusting the wrong person again.
Why I ask myself why I still attract people who suffer but could not care less other than themselves?
I still have feelings of suicide and potential recovery torturing me every day for real.
When you finally put an end to a 'friendly' relationship after realizing your friend could not care less about you. Thought she was understanding me while I was doing it with her, coming from the same past traumas, but at the end I realized that I was the only one listening, while I was being gaslit and guilt trippen till the day I cut entirely the relationship for my self care. So sad to be betrayed so many times, it's crazy.
Still both in the same ugly situation at home, but she was somewhat entitled to speak over my voice everytime and confusing me in a crazy way even though she knew everything about the narcissistic world and so on but another time I was falling trusting the wrong person again.
Why I ask myself why I still attract people who suffer but could not care less other than themselves?
I still have feelings of suicide and potential recovery torturing me every day for real.
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