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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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Hi dear ones

Please don't even think of OD if you don't have Nembutal


Everything else is just plain useless.

I have tried so many attempts with OD. I mixed benzos with alcohol, i used extreme doses of benzos, n I'm still here to tell the tale.

So please don't even think of OD


Unless you've Nembutal. Nothing else works for OD


I'm not sure about Ket and fent
You can explore that if it's available to you
 
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zanshu

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I wouldn't go as far as saying that it is a non-method, it is just not advised to rely on an OD to kill you, because there's a very high chance it won't work, and if it does, it would be a pretty shit way to go.
There are many people who have died from OD, whether that be by benzos, antidepressants, even pain meds - so yes, it can kill you. But so can choking on a piece of popcorn. Does that mean it will definitely make you die? No.

With that being said, I absolutely agree with you: Don't try to CTB by overdosing on meds. It probably won't work and if it does, your liver or kidneys will be dead before you are.
 
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Olá, queridos!

Por favor, nem pense em overdose se vocĂŞ nĂŁo tiver Nembutal.


Todo o resto Ă© simplesmente inĂştil.

Já tentei tantas vezes a overdose. Misturei benzodiazepínicos com álcool, usei doses extremas de benzodiazepínicos, e ai
Olá, queridos!

Por favor, nem pense em overdose se vocĂŞ nĂŁo tiver Nembutal.


Todo o resto Ă© simplesmente inĂştil.

Já tentei tantas vezes a overdose. Misturei benzodiazepínicos com álcool, usei doses extremas de benzodiazepínicos, e ainda estou aqui para contar a história.

EntĂŁo, por favor, nem pense em overdose.


A menos que vocĂŞ tenha Nembutal. Nada mais funciona para overdose.


NĂŁo tenho certeza sobre Ket e fen.
Você pode explorar essa opção, se estiver disponível para você.
Concordo com você... minha última tentativa — usando benzodiazepínicos, álcool e 300 comprimidos de remédio para o coração que minha mãe deixou depois de falecer — só me levou a um coma na UTI por 20 dias. E isso só porque fui encontrado 12 horas depois... mas 12 horas? Se uma overdose desses remédios fosse um método eficaz, eu não estaria aqui para contar a história!🤷🏻‍♀️🫤
 
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Yes of course, dear one. That's why it's listed in the pinned thread on non-methods…


 
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I agree with you... my last attempt — using benzodiazepines, alcohol, and 300 heart medication pills my mother left me after she passed away — only led to me being in a coma in the ICU for 20 days. And that's only because I was found 12 hours later... but 12 hours? If an overdose of those medications were an effective method, I wouldn't be here to tell the story!🤷🏻‍♀️🫤
🤯 Your OD experience is crazier than mine. I never went to coma. I was just out for a few days at the max.
Overdose is such a waste of time and efforts. Internet says otherwise.. It says that sufficient benzos can cause death which is definitely not the case or else none of us would be here
Yes of course, that's why it's listed in the pinned thread on non-methods…


Thanks for sharing these resources..so anyone who visits this topic can look at these accompanying threads and be educated of what not to do
 

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