Obtaining AE and SN is more challenging than I imagined

[UmbraDweller]

So I finally started to research a bit more and oh boy are there issues I didn't consider earlier.
The main one is that delivering things right infront of the house is risky for me. I live with family and especially my younger brother gets excited whenever packages get delivered and he loves to open them together like it's christmas. I also don't work and never buy anything so it would be weird and questions might be asked.
I found one source in my own country where they have option of delivering to post office for pickup which would be perfect. Seems like the best option I have for now. They claim it's 99+% pure "certified quality" but didn't see any certificates nor pictures of the product itself on this website, 100g for 10 dollars or 250g for 19. Not entirely sure if it's legit but thinking of ordering two 100g and testing one.
Bigger problem are antiemetics. Till now I thought they are being sold freely in my country but yeah I was wrong. I went thru medication database checking everything that's available in my country and they are all prescription only. Ordering from overseas is option but then again, risking package filled with pills infront of the house for family to see would be even worse than SN. I might make up some story but I'm not good at acting. Either that or take SN without using anything else if the source I found works, but not sure how that would go.

 

[Catch-22]

So I finally started to research a bit more and oh boy are there issues I didn't consider earlier.
The main one is that delivering things right infront of the house is risky for me. I live with family and especially my younger brother gets excited whenever packages get delivered and he loves to open them together like it's christmas. I also don't work and never buy anything so it would be weird and questions might be asked.
I found one source in my own country where they have option of delivering to post office for pickup which would be perfect. Seems like the best option I have for now. They claim it's 99+% pure "certified quality" but didn't see any certificates nor pictures of the product itself on this website, 100g for 10 dollars or 250g for 19. Not entirely sure if it's legit but thinking of ordering two 100g and testing one.
Bigger problem are antiemetics. Till now I thought they are being sold freely in my country but yeah I was wrong. I went thru medication database checking everything that's available in my country and they are all prescription only. Ordering from overseas is option but then again, risking package filled with pills infront of the house for family to see would be even worse than SN. I might make up some story but I'm not good at acting. Either that or take SN without using anything else if the source I found works, but not sure how that would go.

So I finally started to research a bit more and oh boy are there issues I didn't consider earlier.
The main one is that delivering things right infront of the house is risky for me. I live with family and especially my younger brother gets excited whenever packages get delivered and he loves to open them together like it's christmas. I also don't work and never buy anything so it would be weird and questions might be asked.
I found one source in my own country where they have option of delivering to post office for pickup which would be perfect. Seems like the best option I have for now. They claim it's 99+% pure "certified quality" but didn't see any certificates nor pictures of the product itself on this website, 100g for 10 dollars or 250g for 19. Not entirely sure if it's legit but thinking of ordering two 100g and testing one.
Bigger problem are antiemetics. Till now I thought they are being sold freely in my country but yeah I was wrong. I went thru medication database checking everything that's available in my country and they are all prescription only. Ordering from overseas is option but then again, risking package filled with pills infront of the house for family to see would be even worse than SN. I might make up some story but I'm not good at acting. Either that or take SN without using anything else if the source I found works, but not sure how that would go.

I know when I ordered Metro online without script and had it delivered to my country the pills are very tiny and the package was very small.

 

[UmbraDweller]

I know when I ordered Metro online without script and had it delivered to my country the pills are very tiny and the package was very small.

I guess if it was just an envelope small enough to fit into our letter box without delivery guy knocking on the door and handing it to someone it might be fine. But I suppose there's no way to 100% ensure this exact scenario to happen.

 

[dinosavr]

Most delivery companies have pickup points around the world, and you can easily reroute your package to one of them

 

[Catch-22]

I guess if it was just an envelope small enough to fit into our letter box without delivery guy knocking on the door and handing it to someone it might be fine. But I suppose there's no way to 100% ensure this exact scenario to happen.

I know with my mail carrier that it is so iffy if they put something in the mailbox or actually come up to the front door. Sometimes those stuff something huge into the mailbox and other times they put something small at the front door.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find what you search for, it's cruel to me how people have to struggle so much to plan their death, I wish that suicide is more straightforward.