Venting Nothingness feels so great

[Minsu]

I've always been afraid of nothingness, but I've had a very deep sleep last night and it felt like being unconscious..
I realized it felt much better than my current reality..
I've made a few very big mistakes in my life that are irreversible so being dead seems for me like a better option

 

[Praestat_Mori]

A real deep sleep is the closest state to death we can reach during our lives.

 

[020x]

Really wished we had some reliable and guaranteed method to ctb while we're asleep. Would be even more peaceful than ingesting N. You can relax in peace knowing that it'll be your last sleep. Couldn't be more beautiful than this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I very strongly believe that we just cease existing once we die, it's the only relief and comfort, only nothingness is desirable to me in such a dreadful existence as it's the absence of all suffering.

The lack of feeling is what makes non-existence appeal to me, I see beauty in the absence of everything as being aware just causes one to suffer, I've never been able to understood why one would fear nothingness as that's peace to me, I only fear this harmful existence where there is endless potential to be tormented.
But I certainly see sleeping as being the best way to pass the time as it's the closest thing to not-existing.

 

[Minsu]

I've had an another very deep sleep today.. like, no dreams, just nothingness until I woke up unfortunately.
I wanna go back to deep sleep/eternal sleep now fuck