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rogerstevens1999

Member
Dec 8, 2021
9
I really need to die, but I just don't know how. :( I pray every day, but god never helps me
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,527
Same here... I feel you... Try to search sn guide by stan? I failed partial hanging... Too scated to jump. No gun. I keep surviving death accidents... I'm in agony...

If I lose it and scream from the unbearable pain... Friends, doctors & the police turn against me...

Tortured me... calling me just insane, lying for attention... Scary rude monster... They don't know what assault feel like to say that of someone in pain...

Im forced to die but i don't even die when im killed...

Trembling like small convulsions constantly... Agony... Agony...
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,329
I don't believe in any God personally. If someone is praying for death then they will likely be waiting a long time to achieve it.
But yes suicide is certainly not straightforward, even know it should be. We shouldn't have to struggle so much in finding ways to leave. The problem is how this society stigmatises suicide to such great extents and denies us access to a peaceful accessible death which is what we deserve the option of. All that anyone can do if they wish to die is to do their own research and decide what is best for themselves. I hope that you find what you are looking for, I get that it can be dreadful having to endure a life that is just constant suffering when all that you wish for is to leave.
 
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Sad_Sack

Experienced
Oct 3, 2022
261
I really need to die, but I just don't know how. :( I pray every day, but god never helps me
Same. I don't even believe in god anymore but I still find myself praying to any power that might be to please just end my life. I feel like I've lost my mind I'm so desperate for relief.
 
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