Venting nothing left

[c4di]

im not comfortable in any space, not in my house, not around my family, not online, not outside, i always feel suffocated 24/7 like im always messing up something. i dont look good and probably never will, no one in my life is ever there for me, just always dealing with everything myself. i dont have an education, i dont have a job, im not interested in anything doing anything just ends up making me feel like shit, i genuinely have nothing left. all i do is think about my suicide but i dont have access to any reliable methods all i can do is overdose and hope i die. im so fucking tired of all of this, im really really tired.

 

[batmanreal]

i strongly relate to nearly everything you've said. i'm sorry you also have to go through this. my mere existence feels like a chore. i'm just taking up resources, and having a horrible time doing so. everything that could help just makes me feel worse, so all i can do is just sit back and feel everything while my brain throws a tantrum. it's such a horrible and draining feeling, i hope you can find some peace soon. i'll be wishing you the best.

 

[c4di]

i strongly relate to nearly everything you've said. i'm sorry you also have to go through this. my mere existence feels like a chore. i'm just taking up resources, and having a horrible time doing so. everything that could help just makes me feel worse, so all i can do is just sit back and feel everything while my brain throws a tantrum. it's such a horrible and draining feeling, i hope you can find some peace soon. i'll be wishing you the best.

thank you, same to you

 

[emptylost]

I feel the same exact way. I have no energy or want to do anything. I feel like a black ball of cancer that needs to be exterminated.