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thedevilwithin

thedevilwithin

anima vestra
Oct 4, 2023
172
i feel detached from everything and everyone. i feel like i was put here mistakenly. i don't feel like i belong anywhere. i don't expect or care for anyone to give a fuck about me but this loneliness is so heavy. everything is wrong.

fuck it all.
 
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Arahant

Arahant

Student
Jun 15, 2024
138
Am sorry to hear that, friend.

How long has it been this way - when was the last time you felt the opposite?

A philosopher once threw a weird brain breaker question at me: "How could anything ever be unreal?"
I don't expect you to care for answering that, I know you likely feel that way more than ponder it.
This can change. Everything can.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry you feel this way and u have to go through this. 🫂
 
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Imagined_Euphoria

Imagined_Euphoria

Student
Aug 5, 2024
159
I feel the same, this planet seems so surreal. Like I was supposed to be born in a different dimension and this is a horrible punishment.
 
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thedevilwithin

thedevilwithin

anima vestra
Oct 4, 2023
172
Am sorry to hear that, friend.

How long has it been this way - when was the last time you felt the opposite?

A philosopher once threw a weird brain breaker question at me: "How could anything ever be unreal?"
I don't expect you to care for answering that, I know you likely feel that way more than ponder it.
This can change. Everything can.
since a young child. thank you for your message. very thought provoking quote as well.
I'm sorry you feel this way and u have to go through this. 🫂
thank you kind stranger🖤 i wish you peace.
I feel the same, this planet seems so surreal. Like I was supposed to be born in a different dimension and this is a horrible punishment.
summed it up perfectly.
 
cowboypants

cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
576
I feel the same man. You aren't alone 🫂
 
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kosmischerunfall

kosmischerunfall

Student
Jan 7, 2024
196
Same.
I feel like an Alien from a different planet, star whatever:D
Always the outcast.
i dont feel human..
I dont feel ready for this life or the expectations life puts up.
I now life in my daydreams lol. There im not lonely and have some friends xd.

You arent alone♡
 
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