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rainbowunicorn

rainbowunicorn

i don’t need wings to fly
May 15, 2025
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Nothing good is happening nor has happened to me in such a long time. I'm honestly so tired of being alive to the point where im just gonna dry fast to death & say fuck it. I can't take it anymore. I'm at a place lower than rock bottom & I don't see a way out of this. My boyfriend left me, my family abuses me , his new boyfriend is rubbing this shit ALL in my face like omfg. Damn bitch you already got my man what else do you want from me LMFAOOO? I don't have anything left in this world. There's really nothing left. Nobody's coming to save me. I have to get out of here. Damn.
 
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bankai

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As someone who's very very used to fasting, let me tell you, dry fasting is not going to work. I understand it's without any water, but that's exactly what will make it nearly impossible. It will take days, you will do a lot of damage to yourself, and you will become sickly and emaciated. And I'm also sure some hero will save you in the nick of time cause there's plenty of time for people to realize something is up.
 
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rainbowunicorn

i don’t need wings to fly
May 15, 2025
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As someone who's very very used to fasting, let me tell you, dry fasting is not going to work. I understand it's without any water, but that's exactly what will make it nearly impossible. It will take days, you will do a lot of damage to yourself, and you will become sickly and emaciated. And I'm also sure some hero will save you in the nick of time cause there's plenty of time for people to realize something is up.
I hate that you're most likely right bankai. Self inflected gunshot wound it is! I'm so sad lol.
 
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rainbowunicorn

i don’t need wings to fly
May 15, 2025
11
At least you're going out with a bang lol.
I'm still so upset over that situation. You decide you don't love me anymore but that's not enough. You have to turn around & get someone new & then add me to a discord gc to be petty & embarrass me LMFAOOOO! Then his friends sit here & talk mess about me but they were JUST liking my pics tho. They are a bunch of North Korean narcos fr LOL. & Despite it all you know I could never hate him bankai. It's just me getting repeatedly hurt 24/7. So maybe im not looking to be saved anymore. Maybe I'll self destruct & take myself COMPLETELY out lol. If every guy that comes into my life is always trying to hurt me then I have to be my own knight in shining armor & stop lolly gagging & blow my fucking brains out.
 
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I'm still so upset over that situation. You decide you don't love me anymore but that's not enough. You have to turn around & get someone new & then add me to a discord gc to be petty & embarrass me LMFAOOOO! Then his friends sit here & talk mess about me but they were JUST liking my pics tho. They are a bunch of North Korean narcos fr LOL. & Despite it all you know I could never hate him bankai. It's just me getting repeatedly hurt 24/7. So maybe im not looking to be saved anymore. Maybe I'll self destruct & take myself COMPLETELY out lol. If every guy that comes into my life is always trying to hurt me then I have to be my own knight in shining armor & stop lolly gagging & blow my fucking brains out.
Most people will end up hurting us in a relationship, I believe. You saying you could never hate him just shows that you have a caring nature. Eventually you'll find someone good. Statistically, though, you have to go through the riffraff to get to the good stuff. That's the problem with the dating game. You'll have to go through quite a few people that will break your heart before you come across someone worthwhile.
 
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rainbowunicorn

i don’t need wings to fly
May 15, 2025
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Most people will end up hurting us in a relationship, I believe. You saying you could never hate him just shows that you have a caring nature. Eventually you'll find someone good. Statistically, though, you have to go through the riffraff to get to the good stuff. That's the problem with the dating game. You'll have to go through quite a few people that will break your heart before you come across someone worthwhile.
Maybe you're right. What he just got done doing to me is the type of stuff that will curse your bloodline for generations on some madame zeroni shit LMFAO. I'm trying to move on but it's hard bankai. I valued him more than myself. I put him above me all the time. & I still do EVEN TODAY OMFG 😭. Like I loved him more than anything idek what to do now
 
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Pale_Rider

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Ive been arguing that for over a decade. Still right.
 
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