Venting Not worth dying on this hill (literally)

[ultrasharpy123456]

I'm thinking of making two SN drinks with disposable cups. And then a third but in a bottle. Then I take a blanket and put in my bag. I go outside to this hill near my apartment, lay don on the blanket, and drink the SN. If I vomit the second drink comes in handy.

That's the gist of it. The only problem is it's cold outside and my family would wonder where I went. Need a hotel room.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do believe that planning to ctb can certainly be complicated for many people, it can be frustrating and tiring how the risk of others interfering is there and how there is so much stigma and secrecy associated with suicide. But at least you have the option of SN for when the time is right for you to leave, I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.