Help Not wanting to die alone

[Liwujin]

I'm planning to cbt sometime around the end of the year but I'm terribly scared of going out alone. I have always felt alone all my life so I don't want to go out as miserably as I lived. I don't know anyone irl to do it with so it has stayed as a thought. Any advise to cope with this during the meantime? The only reason I'm not cbt rn it's because there is a lot going on in my life that I don't want to leave incomplete so I plan to get it all done before the end of the year so I can go out with a peaceful mind. I plan to do full suspension or parcial, depends on the place I will have available at the time.

 

[crystalrope]

I think that you have enough time to think this through. I'm sorry you feel so lonely. I hope you find peace. If you want to talk I'm happy to chat.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Don't want to go alone, that's what the partners megathread is for.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/partners-megathread-read-the-rules-on-page-1-before-posting.231333/page-12

 

[crystalrope]

Don't want to go alone, that's what the partners megathread is for.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/partners-megathread-read-the-rules-on-page-1-before-posting.231333/page-12

To be honest liwujin I am also wanting to cbt by fsh. I wouldn't mind not being alone.

 

[Liwujin]

To be honest liwujin I am also wanting to cbt by fsh. I wouldn't mind not being alone.

I would like to stay in contact if that's the case, if you don't mind ofc

 

[crystalrope]

I would like to stay in contact if that's the case, if you don't mind ofc

I'd like that