Help not wanting body to be found

[PropaneOctane]

could there be a CTB method where your body cannot be found? my original plan was drown in a river (?) close to my house,but i've been thinking for some time and i think it wouldn't end up good.
i'm trans and i'm so tired that i don't care if i get buried with my deadname (haven't started process to change name yet),but at the same time,i kinda don't want this to happen.

 

[lwlaiet8887]

Get eaten by pigs (I heard they will eat everything), die in some kind of vat of acid, go completely off the grid and die.

 

[sash]

Hi
I'm sorry you're so exhausted.
ctb is not a problem for me Im at peace with it, but vanishing is very difficult. I really dont want to be found.
If you have any realistic ideas that dont involve mountain climbing lmk please