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Jan 31, 2026
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Anyone else have this feeling like they don't want to CTB because there is something fundemental to just experience? It's so hard to put to words. But as shit as my life is. As much as people have caused me so much pain and trauma I don't want to continue. At night, when I watch a documentary about the universe or something. I get this feeling that regardless of my human problems. Just being able to exist and experience sensory input. To watch life unfold from a outside perspective. There's something extremely valuable in that. If death truly is nothing. Maybe there's a space I can find within myself to just enjoy existing itself? It's the people that are the problem lol
 
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