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pedro3211

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Jun 10, 2026
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I'm just writing to vent. I don't want to be alive anymore, I'm fucking miserable man. I hate everything about myself and I don't want to live either. I don't really deserve to be happy and anytime I start to feel a bit better I make sure to remind myself that. With all of that said, when it comes down to it I'm not ready to die. Fuck sake man. Thanks if you read this
 
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fitoo5999

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Jul 23, 2026
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Same here man but I have to.
 
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doomsday.

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Jun 25, 2026
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I feel like trapping in this place in the name of life and feels I deserves to die but I didn't do any wrong and bad things to any people and animals. I wish I die in this year.
 
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