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Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
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Every day I just find myself researching death and how to die. It's the only thing I seem to be able to find interest in but I haven't made any moves to do it. I look up methods, theories on the afterlife, and more....but none of it gives me true satisfaction and I just find myself doing this over and over. My world is constantly full of fantasies about this life that I will never fulfill. I want to disappear, or choose a reincarnation, or go somewhere better, or redo this life but good, or pretty much anything but continue to exist as is in this life. I'm so tired! As long as hell didn't exist almost anything would be better.
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand feeling so tired of it all, I also feel so tired, I just wish to disappear from this existence as well, if it's up to me I'd choose to erase my existence. But anyway I wish you the best.
 

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