glitterpvppy
Member
- Feb 11, 2026
- 64
about three days ago my future was planned and I was so happy. Two days ago, my boyfriend Broke up with me. The day before he left, we had made plans to move in together. He told me he loved me. When he left, my entire future suddenly became uncertain. I know I shouldn't just live for a man. I know it's pathetic. As a Gen Z, i will have to struggle and work hard just to stay afloat in this economy. I'm lgbtq in a really conservative state. I can't leave the state to get the healthcare I need. I can't move out. He fixed all these problems. He already had access to th healthcare I needed. He was from a different state. He had his career planned. I have nothing. No motivation. No plans. I can't even bring myself to finish school. I can't live in this type of uncertainty. Not sure if I'll ever leave the country. Not certain if I'll ever have enough money to live comfortably. Slim chance I'll have a career I enjoy working for most of my life. Without him, my life will become an endless cycle of work. I don't care enough about myself to do that. I've tried to get better so many times, but the only good part of my life was the part he was in it.
