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calendulo

Enlightened
Jun 13, 2019
1,016
Why not just tell yourself you can do it; that you can keep that stuff down? Don't things like being able or unable to swallow a foul drink lie between the ears? Just asking 'cause that's a lot of money.. Glad for you how you got N, anyways.
From A, two months ago.
I am going to try doing three mixed parts. 9 grms are 150 ml, I guess in three fast times..........
The truth is that I have to do a try at least............after that....We'll see.
 
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thrwaway99

thrwaway99

Student
Mar 24, 2019
144
From A, two months ago.
I am going to try doing three mixed parts. 9 grms are 150 ml, I guess in three fast times..........
The truth is that I have to do a try at least............after that....We'll see.
I'm jealous!
 
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ALittleBurden

ALittleBurden

Tens of personalities wearing one trench coat
Aug 19, 2019
105
That's definitely the case for me. It's been a week since I failed my attempt and was found by family. I finally feel that ctb isn't something out of my reach, and that I could eventually achieve it if I tried again, and again, without panic. But the fear of being found one more time is absolutely cruel and petrifying.
 
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calendulo

Enlightened
Jun 13, 2019
1,016
without panic. But the fear of being found one more time is absolutely cruel and petrifying.
Panic, that is another problem......It is hard to cope panic when you are totally sure of dying. just thinking about it make me sick.
Time is not a big problem using enough amount of pentobarbitol....it is too much reliable, that's the problem.
 
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that_guy2611

that_guy2611

Student
Mar 17, 2018
188
Yup, I'm really not worried about dying or death. It's the goddamn chance of waking up and having an even shittier life with the added bonus of mental and physical damage from the attempt.
 
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Astral316

Astral316

Specialist
Aug 26, 2019
332
I'm a little hesitant to hang myself for fear of being found and saved as a vegetable but than I think... shit, being a vegetable isn't all that bad. You get to lay in bed all day and are catered to by nurses. Vegetables are never depressed, they're just "blank." Who knows, maybe their connection to life is so damaged that their spirit is able to roam the astral plane... sorta like a lights are on but the home owner is out in the backyard playing, kinda thing.

Yea, my life is that bad that being a vegetable would be a step up.:haha:
 
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