There's no way out
It doesn't matter how much effort you put in
I keep having these negative thoughts, everyday, since the beggining of 2022
They won't go away
Even when I find sucess, I can't be happy
I keep comparing myself and feeling anxious
I don't celebrate or get recognized by my victories
And when I have a defeat, I feel crushed
I feel alone, unloved, uncared for
There's no way out
I want to see if things will improve
But I don't know if they will
I try to be strong and endure it all, just like they tell me to, but I've come to realize this is just unsustainable
It doesn't matter how much effort you put in
I keep having these negative thoughts, everyday, since the beggining of 2022
They won't go away
Even when I find sucess, I can't be happy
I keep comparing myself and feeling anxious
I don't celebrate or get recognized by my victories
And when I have a defeat, I feel crushed
I feel alone, unloved, uncared for
There's no way out
I want to see if things will improve
But I don't know if they will
I try to be strong and endure it all, just like they tell me to, but I've come to realize this is just unsustainable
