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Jun 14, 2023
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i was doing it for someone i love but i've made them upset somehow when asking how to and now they left me and im all alone...

i thought i was doing everything right i hate myself
 
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lokabe82

lokabe82

To infinity and beyond
Jun 16, 2023
153
I'm in the same boat. I wouldn't wish a feeling like that on anyone.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,568
Please don't hate yourself. You were being selfless in trying to hold on for them but I guess they can't always know what to suggest. I hope you can reconcile with them. I suppose for some people- it's just such a shock and maybe they can't handle it. I'm sorry.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,692
It's just the unfortunate reality that you cannot rely on other people in this world and I find it awful how existing here can very easily get much worse, existing really is so dreadful. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
colorlesshue

colorlesshue

all guts no glory; all survivor no guilt.
Jun 28, 2023
134
im in a semi similar boat right now , you didn't do anything wrong and I'm so so sorry.
 

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