Venting No professional can help me

[AnxiousLife]

Therapy, medication (a lot of different ones), day care (or how it's called), hotlines, psych ward.. all of these didn't help me enough for my symptoms to substantially improve during many years. Even when one issue got a little better, other got worse (for example OCD and social anxiety).

My depression rarely gets away. Low motivation, low energy, low will to do things that probanly won't help me regardless.

I'm here all lonely and alone, craving for a deep connection, while it's almost impossible for me to find.

Most of people expect you to have your life figured out to a high degree, before befriening you, dating you, caring about you.

I can't take it like this for much longer. I don't know what to do, as there isn't a realistic option for me left.

Does anyone else sometimes feel the same way?

 

[itsgone2]

Yes. Life feels like something else now. As if I've woken in some other dimension. I'm trapped in a nightmare.

 

[Hollowman]

I feel the same all of the time.

 

[TrueMelancholia]

Therapy, medication (a lot of different ones), day care (or how it's called), hotlines, psych ward.. all of these didn't help me enough for my symptoms to substantially improve during many years. Even when one issue got a little better, other got worse (for example OCD and social anxiety).

My depression rarely gets away. Low motivation, low energy, low will to do things that probanly won't help me regardless.

I'm here all lonely and alone, craving for a deep connection, while it's almost impossible for me to find.

Most of people expect you to have your life figured out to a high degree, before befriening you, dating you, caring about you.

I can't take it like this for much longer. I don't know what to do, as there isn't a realistic option for me left.

Does anyone else sometimes feel the same way?

I'm the opposite. I can make freinds easily and used to have a quite large freind group. I left them all behind, and family also, to isolate. I prefer to be alone. Back in the 80's and 90's it was easier to make freinds because people actually had to leave their houses to meet people. Now, everyone seems to be dependent on online social media and have no excuse to leave the house, making it incredibly difficult to learn proper social skills. This may not apply to you in particular, but it seems to be a huge problem, especially since covid... Depression is an evil entity, it whispers lies to you that make you think you are inadequate as a human being, and it is very convincing...

 

[Defenestration]

Therapy, medication (a lot of different ones), day care (or how it's called), hotlines, psych ward.. all of these didn't help me enough for my symptoms to substantially improve during many years. Even when one issue got a little better, other got worse (for example OCD and social anxiety).

My depression rarely gets away. Low motivation, low energy, low will to do things that probanly won't help me regardless.

I'm here all lonely and alone, craving for a deep connection, while it's almost impossible for me to find.

Most of people expect you to have your life figured out to a high degree, before befriening you, dating you, caring about you.

I can't take it like this for much longer. I don't know what to do, as there isn't a realistic option for me left.

Does anyone else sometimes feel the same way?

Same ,therapy médication and others dont act

 

[smok]

from what i can gather im actually in a very similar situation to you. Ive been through years of therapy, done meds, tried ketamine infusion therapy, tried guided ketamine infusion therapy, been in the psych ward, tried a hotline or two in times of crisis, i just cant shake it. So yeah, youre not alone in this experience

 

[Defenestration]

D'après ce que je comprends, je suis dans une situation très similaire à la tienne. J'ai suivi des années de thérapie, pris des médicaments, essayé la perfusion de kétamine, la perfusion de kétamine guidée, été hospitalisé en psychiatrie, contacté des lignes d'écoute en période de crise, mais je n'arrive pas à m'en sortir. Donc oui, tu n'es pas seul(e) dans cette situation.

We are lot of in this situation