Venting No one to talk to

[flutebloom]

I don't know who to talk to about what I'm going through who will actually understand. The pain is so miserable. I wish there was an easy accessible suicide option but they're all expensive and I don't have a job. I found a rope and tried to hang myself but it was really uncomfortable and I couldn't do it.

I fucked up my life completely to the point of no return and I just need someone to help me die. Please. I'm literally begging the universe for relief.

 

[getoutgirl]

Hi
I'm sorry to hear you are in such pain. I know how it feels and the people here do too. If you think talking it out might help even just a lil, please do. This is a space for that.
Lots of love <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish there's an accessible way to be gone, to be at peace from all the suffering is all I personally hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[flutebloom]

I cant handle this feeling. I want to go so badly. I don't know what to do.
I'm desperately searching for a suicide method that will work for me. Why does it have to be damn near impossible.

 

[suicidalthoughts]

I don't know who to talk to about what I'm going through who will actually understand. The pain is so miserable. I wish there was an easy accessible suicide option but they're all expensive and I don't have a job. I found a rope and tried to hang myself but it was really uncomfortable and I couldn't do it.

I fucked up my life completely to the point of no return and I just need someone to help me die. Please. I'm literally begging the universe for relief.

You can talk to me I also I found a rope and tried to hang myself but it was really uncomfortable and I couldn't do it.

 

[flutebloom]

You can talk to me I also I found a rope and tried to hang myself but it was really uncomfortable and I couldn't do it.

Hi I can't tell if you're serious or just copied my sentence as a joke

 

[suicidalthoughts]

Hi I can't tell if you're serious or just copied my sentence as a joke

I'm being serious

 

[flutebloom]

I'm being serious

I heard it's because the rope was too thin. I don't have money to get a thicker rope I'm completely broke and can't get a job. My life is complete misery

 

[suicidalthoughts]

Same here

 

[flutebloom]

Same here

You also don't have a job? I lost everything. I don't have access to money. And my bags are always checked because I've been suicidal before. I would buy a thicker rope or get a better set up if I could

 

[suicidalthoughts]

I'm sorry

 

[flutebloom]

I used to be a happy person