Venting No one to talk to

[flutebloom]

I don't know who to talk to about what I'm going through who will actually understand. The pain is so miserable. I wish there was an easy accessible suicide option but they're all expensive and I don't have a job. I found a rope and tried to hang myself but it was really uncomfortable and I couldn't do it.

I fucked up my life completely to the point of no return and I just need someone to help me die. Please. I'm literally begging the universe for relief.

 

[getoutgirl]

Hi
I'm sorry to hear you are in such pain. I know how it feels and the people here do too. If you think talking it out might help even just a lil, please do. This is a space for that.
Lots of love <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish there's an accessible way to be gone, to be at peace from all the suffering is all I personally hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[flutebloom]

I cant handle this feeling. I want to go so badly. I don't know what to do.
I'm desperately searching for a suicide method that will work for me. Why does it have to be damn near impossible.

 

[suicidalthoughts]

I don't know who to talk to about what I'm going through who will actually understand. The pain is so miserable. I wish there was an easy accessible suicide option but they're all expensive and I don't have a job. I found a rope and tried to hang myself but it was really uncomfortable and I couldn't do it.

I fucked up my life completely to the point of no return and I just need someone to help me die. Please. I'm literally begging the universe for relief.

You can talk to me I also I found a rope and tried to hang myself but it was really uncomfortable and I couldn't do it.

 

[flutebloom]

You can talk to me I also I found a rope and tried to hang myself but it was really uncomfortable and I couldn't do it.

Hi I can't tell if you're serious or just copied my sentence as a joke

 

[suicidalthoughts]

Hi I can't tell if you're serious or just copied my sentence as a joke

I'm being serious

 

[flutebloom]

I'm being serious

I heard it's because the rope was too thin. I don't have money to get a thicker rope I'm completely broke and can't get a job. My life is complete misery

 

[suicidalthoughts]

Same here

 

[flutebloom]

Same here

You also don't have a job? I lost everything. I don't have access to money. And my bags are always checked because I've been suicidal before. I would buy a thicker rope or get a better set up if I could

 

[suicidalthoughts]

I'm sorry

 

[flutebloom]

I used to be a happy person

 

[liverhood]

you mentioning rope has made me think of something i haven't seen much discussed. i'm currently reading the first law trilogy, and there's this one guy (magister of the mercer's guild) who suicides by anchoring one end of the rope in his office, and the leaping out of his window with the noose 'round his neck, ensuring a cervical fracture instead of burning his lungs with his own waste co2 for 10 minutes straight -- a rather unpleasant affair.