No one ever cared for me

[Darkover]

Why would anyone want to exist in place where nobody ever cares for them
My whole life has been one big disaster after another from decayed teeth to broken arms
To a brain injury and schizophrenia jail for a crime a didn't commit at 18
One sexual relationship in 36 years for 2 years at age 16 to 18 then nothing for the rest of my life
This would is so shit and horrible that I would never want to exist ever again
I just wish someone would find away to kill everything so I don't ever have to exist
In such a shitty horrible world enslaved in awful shit in hellhole and a shithole
The government ruined my life by sending me to jail for something I didn't do
There is no justice in this world the laws are absurd not even allowed to kill yourself
When there's nothing left to live for but pain and suffering my life been so shit here I wouldn't
Wish it on anyone I hate the whole system of law school doctors where treated like children who must be controlled and obey everything the government says we must do, I'm stick to death of this shitty horrible government we are meant to be free beings yet we live in a open prisons where saying the wrong thing can land you in jail for expressing yourself I hate this place death to all it can't come soon enough

 

[Gaga786]

Why would anyone want to exist in place where nobody ever cares for them
My whole life has been one big disaster after another from decayed teeth to broken arms
To a brain injury and schizophrenia jail for a crime a didn't commit at 18
One sexual relationship in 36 years for 2 years at age 16 to 18 then nothing for the rest of my life
This would is so shit and horrible that I would never want to exist ever again
I just wish someone would find away to kill everything so I don't ever have to exist
In such a shitty horrible world enslaved in awful shit in hellhole and a shithole
The government ruined my life by sending me to jail for something I didn't do
There is no justice in this world the laws are absurd not even allowed to kill yourself
When there's nothing left to live for but pain and suffering my life been so shit here I wouldn't
Wish it on anyone I hate the whole system of law school doctors where treated like children who must be controlled and obey everything the government says we must do, I'm stick to death of this shitty horrible government we are meant to be free beings yet we live in a open prisons where saying the wrong thing can land you in jail for expressing yourself I hate this place death to all it can't come soon enough

I can't even begin to express how sorry I am for the shit that you had to go through.No-one deserves to endure that; this life only inflicts pain. I totally understand your pain and the anger that you harbour. It is justified, and I wish that you find the peace that you yearn.

 

[FuneralCry]

This world really is hell, I find the existence of life to be such a disturbing and horrifying thing. It totally would had been for the best if life never existed at all, as life is just a cycle of meaningless torment that exists just to cause beings to suffer all for no reason. But it really does sound beyond awful what you've been through, the reality is that there really is nothing fair about any of this. We really do all deserve the option of an accessible and risk free way to die after being so unfairly forced here, it's so wrong how we are denied this and are expected to just suffer endlessly instead.