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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
190
I can't stand this pain anymore. I've lost everything. I had everything. I don't feel like doing anything anymore, not even grocery shopping, I feel so awful
 
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ThisPartySucks

ThisPartySucks

ive never been this tired in my life...
Aug 22, 2026
32
do you have SN on hand that is viable? its important that its viable :(
 
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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
255
Life moves in a natural rhythm of highs and lows. The peaks bring joy and success, while the valleys help us grow. Neither phase lasts forever.
Spare us this kind of dumb philosophy here please. This isn't the place.
 
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tt5515

tt5515

I hope you get better
Aug 23, 2026
12
I'm sorry that this much pain has compounded, I just want to say that life has a way of figuring itself out. Please don't be impulsive, and reach out to me if you need any support.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Life moves in a natural rhythm of highs and lows. The peaks bring joy and success, while the valleys help us grow. Neither phase lasts forever.

That is not true for everyone. It's only true for those with temporary problems. Not everyone on SaSu is here because of temporary problems. Not everyone here is going through a phase. Some problems are permanent and completely destroy one's quality of life. I hope for your sake that you never experience that first hand (but it would teach you SO MUCH if you did!).
 
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Penelope12

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May 2, 2026
190
I Need support to ensure I die
Mi dispiace che si sia accumulato così tanto dolore, voglio solo dirti che la vita ha un modo tutto suo di sistemare le cose. Per favore, non essere impulsivo e contattami se hai bisogno di supporto.
Ho bisogno di supporto per assicurarmi di morire
 
tt5515

tt5515

I hope you get better
Aug 23, 2026
12
I'm sorry if I sounded inconsiderate, and I haven't experienced it at all. I just thought I'd mention that by the way his topic was articulated, it sounded like a sudden loss.
That is not true for everyone. It's only true for those with temporary problems. Not everyone on SaSu is here because of temporary problems. Not everyone here is going through a phase. Some problems are permanent and completely destroy one's quality of life. I hope for your sake that you never experience that first hand (but it would teach you SO MUCH if you did!).
 

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