Method No matter how much I try...maybe suicide is my final destination and I can't change it.

[Misery99]

I've been on and off here since 2020...sometimes I felt like everything was going well but then something bad happened and I was still lurking around here. But finally I had hit the rock bottom again and I don't think that I can recover from it this time unless a miracle happens. I feel so hurt and frustrated about everything. Don't know what I did to deserve all this pain. I want to find an easy and accessible way to end this misery. Are there any common household items which I can use to ctb? Without using methods like hanging or drinking any other painful substances. I can't get SN. I do have about 50+ of 5mg Escitalopram pills and 30+ of 40mg Propranolol pills though. Will they be enough? If not please tell me any other ways which you know.

 

[hmnow]

I often feel I'm destined to hang. I dream of it and make plans. Picked places. Set up ropes but have not recently any serious attempts

But it feels it will happen som

 

[unluckysadness]

I do have about 50+ of 5mg Escitalopram pills and 30+ of 40mg Propranolol pills though. Will they be enough?

I'm sorry for your situation but nobody dies with such meds. Overdose med is not recommended at all. I wish you peace

Non-methods that should not be attempted

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sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish for a straightforward, guaranteed way to be gone and it always feels so dreadful to me how I cannot just have that as all I want is to never suffer ever again, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find the relief you search for.