no love

[ditzydoo]

im kinda drunk so if this is incomprehensible sorru
i just want someone to love so bad i feel like thats my only purpose in life and so far i haven't fulfilled it or felt anything
its just so hard for me to connect with anyone
im a female so i guess its mnot impossible to find someuone v it feels impossible
i never got to experience teenage love and now im in my 20s ik some people dont care about this but i feel like a freak of nature
like an overgrown child because nothing in my life has changed
i mean i dont have any real friends either, jus acquaintances my lifejust feels so hollow and purposeless but i also hate everyone
only a few people have been interested in me irl but we never mesh
there's just no point to it at all
i hate everyone but simultaneously want someone

 

[R-7]

Sadly I can mostly relate.

Never got to experience love as a teen and I feel like I really missed out. I'd love to meet someone these days but that doesn't seem likely at all.

Truth be told I wouldn't know where to even start to try and find someone.

It sucks :/

 

[lemonandcapers]

I can relate to this somewhat! I am in my early 20s, and I have not experienced anything romantic (have never held hands with anyone, kissed anyone, etc.). I have very few friends, mostly meaningless acquaintanceships, and I very rarely get people who like me romantically. It's rough out there