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grasping_at_straws

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Aug 7, 2020
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Anyone else afraid they'll never get the chance to catch the bus.

I fear I'm always under too much supervision now. I can't get away.
 
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ohhtheirony

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Nov 8, 2022
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Yeeesss fully!! :'((
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,537
I understand this. Unfortunately we do live in a world where suicide is so unnecessarily difficult and complicated, with all of the stigma and secrecy surrounding it. The fear of failing an attempt is what terrifies me and what keeps me here. I so desperately wish to just pass away in my sleep, but as we all know there is nothing fair about this life. I always envy those who have died.
 
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makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
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I understand this. Unfortunately we do live in a world where suicide is so unnecessarily difficult and complicated, with all of the stigma and secrecy surrounding it. The fear of failing an attempt is what terrifies me and what keeps me here. I so desperately wish to just pass away in my sleep, but as we all know there is nothing fair about this life. I always envy those who have died.
If they didn't make it so damn hard!😥😣
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,805
Honestly, I guess I'm kind of lucky because I don't think I'm on anyone's 'radar' to be concerned about me. I can't imagine what it must be like to have someone looking over your shoulder the whole time. Still, on the flip side, it's kind of lonely to not have anyone who really knows what's going on with you.
 
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