new year definitely same me

[5karlet]

gonna try and finally talk to some women this year. i just want a bad bitch that'll scratch my back till it bleeds for me don't even need nothing else. also wanna get enough money to fuel my drug addiction. i want more percocet :( really wanna try it with alcohol too probably a bad decision but i'm here for a good time not a long time

 

[timf]

You are right. The "good times" you describe are known for offering a path in life that does not often last long. However, occasionally you can observe a pretty old alcoholic or prostitute. However in general health issues often limit longevity.

For those on a "party train" who have found the thrills diminishing and wish to find an alternative source of stimulation, sometimes one can switch from consumptive self-indulgence to an orientation towards others that derives satisfaction from helping them. The transition from inward to outward orientation can be difficult and often requires some life crisis or even religious experience.

 

[5karlet]

You are right. The "good times" you describe are known for offering a path in life that does not often last long. However, occasionally you can observe a pretty old alcoholic or prostitute. However in general health issues often limit longevity.

For those on a "party train" who have found the thrills diminishing and wish to find an alternative source of stimulation, sometimes one can switch from consumptive self-indulgence to an orientation towards others that derives satisfaction from helping them. The transition from inward to outward orientation can be difficult and often requires some life crisis or even religious experience.

i lowkey just wanna be a druggie i don't know why. like all february up until december 2024 i was popping percs like candy one time i took 8 10mg of oxy in one day. i used to have to take like 4-5 for it to really do something. i really really miss the feeling of it. everyone was telling me that's how you end up a xrackhead or doing fentanyl but i mean if that's where the road takes me oh well. i don't plan on living that long anyway. plus i quit cold turkey and didn't have any withdrawals kinda weird but im not complaining. also you seem really smart, just from seeing your vocabulary