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Can someone link me a resource compilation of all the existing videos there is from people actually taking the liquid and dies?
I've seen 1 video from Dignitas where the woman actually took it and she was kind of gurgling in her last moments and not wanting to shut her eyes.
That seemed a little weird and I'm curious if I can find that anywhere else.

I was also thinking, was it happening because she had a opioid tolerance perhaps? Interesting food for thought.
 
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Yomyom

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Can someone link me a resource compilation of all the existing videos there is from people actually taking the liquid and dies?
I've seen 1 video from Dignitas where the woman actually took it and she was kind of gurgling in her last moments and not wanting to shut her eyes.
That seemed a little weird and I'm curious if I can find that anywhere else.

I was also thinking, was it happening because she had a opioid tolerance perhaps? Interesting food for thought.
This one went to sleep very fast
 
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I don't think it was pain, probably just dizziness from the drug
What about the taste now guys. D is twice as strong so that means the taste is twice as bad. Am i right?
 
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peacefulhorizons

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Dec 31, 2019
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Still he makes some weird sound. What is that? He hurting?
I think that he maybe had some nausea/GI side effects because he asked for water. May just be dizziness though.
I don't think he was in pain though.
 
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Eusoul

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Still he makes some weird sound. What is that? He hurting?
If he hurt, that was the briefest hurting in the world....or maybe you get nightmares , who knows but may be not, barbiturate sleep is described as dreamless...Someone "saved" from a coma has to tell us. Does anyone know if you vomit if you drink more?
Prisoners on death row report feeling of burning but I am not sure. It is more logical for the burning to be caused by the potassium chloride . But on the other hand potassium chloride is introduced at the end at unconsciousness. On the other other hand the people that perform the 3 drug procedures are not medical experts so who knows... https://www.mirror.co.uk/news/us-news/texas-execution-christopher-young-groans-12940027
She was kind of gurgling in her last moments and not wanting to shut her eyes.
That seemed a little weird and I'm curious if I can find that anywhere else.

I was also thinking, was it happening because she had a opioid tolerance perhaps? Interesting food for thought.
Barbiturates do not work on the opioid receptors, naloxone had no effect on the vet's wife in coma because of pentobarbital, it's not because of that.
 
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If he hurt, that was the briefest hurting in the world....or maybe you get nightmares , who knows but may be not, barbiturate sleep is described as dreamless...Someone "saved" from a coma has to tell us. Does anyone know if you vomit if you drink more?
Prisoners on death row report feeling of burning but I am not sure. It is more logical for the burning to be caused by the potassium chloride . But on the other hand potassium chloride is introduced at the end at unconsciousness. On the other other hand the people that perform the 3 drug procedures are not medical experts so who knows... https://www.mirror.co.uk/news/us-news/texas-execution-christopher-young-groans-12940027

Barbiturates do not work on the opioid receptors, naloxone had no effect on the vet's wife in coma because of pentobarbital, it's not because of that.
Tolerance of barbiturates then.

How do you know that prisoner got nembutal? Also, it seems he got a lethal injection. How could he have felt it in his throat?

The prisoner says it was feeling like the drug burned him from the inside. That doesn't sound pleasant.
 
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Tolerance of barbiturates then.

How do you know that prisoner got nembutal? Also, it seems he got a lethal injection. How could he have felt it in his throat?

The prisoner says it was feeling like the drug burned him from the inside. That doesn't sound pleasant.
Texas uses midalozam instead of barbiturates because of supply issues afaik
 
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Eusoul

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Tolerance of barbiturates then.
Not likely. Almost impossible to find them in pharmacies. Almost not prescribed.
How do you know that prisoner got nembutal? Also, it seems he got a lethal injection. How could he have felt it in his throat?

The prisoner says it was feeling like the drug burned him from the inside. That doesn't sound pleasant.
https://www.medpagetoday.com/publichealthpolicy/generalprofessionalissues/76775 Here it says that they used nembutal.
 
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Eusoul

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But it was injected!

How could he possible have described that it was burning in his stomach and the throat? Doesn't make any sense at all.
Here too. A red flag is this article is cited on an anti-euthanasia site. You can see Time refer to it as a cocktail of drugs. So may be it was the KCl from the cocktail(potassium chloride) . It definetely burns. Who knows if everything was properly separated, not injected at once, not mixed.
 
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Eusoul

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Ok, last effort to derail the thread: I think this is a worthy read - all key circumstances around N suicides in Canada from 2012 to 2015. Apparently it is effective: http://www.my-wiley.com/ForensicScinces/pdf/2019/Vol64Issue1/309-313.pdf
Apparently there was as stated in PPeH another chinese supplier who put it in ziplock bags , not containers, maybe not anymore. Apparently someone successfully got Sedalphorte from Mexico, not just Pisabental....
 
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Here too. A red flag is this article is cited on an anti-euthanasia site. You can see Time refer to it as a cocktail of drugs. So may be it was the KCl from the cocktail(potassium chloride) . It definetely burns. Who knows if everything was properly separated, not injected at once, not mixed.
Then what has this got to do with N? I'm sorry but I can't see why you're going on about that here.
 
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Heavy

Student
Jun 20, 2020
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Just trying to clear the picture and address fears.
That article gave me absolutely nothing. I really like to read about this but that article was pretty useless. I got 0 information from reading that.

Thanks anyway for the article.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
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Would removing the metal cap affect the storage of N bottle, if the rubber is untouched?
Some persons have opened their bottle to send a sample to lab for testing. Resealed and stored properly and had it retested 3 years later and it was still exact same purity.

with that said .. keeping it sealed is the best way to store it long term.
 
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What's the difference? I thought the seal was used only as an indicator, that the bottle is untouched.
I was just giving you an example that it's pretty durable.
Others have also removed the metal cap.
 
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Does the N bottle get stored in the room temperature?
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...tal-out-of-the-refrigerator.32418/post-679590
 
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This one went to sleep very fast

Didn't seem as peaceful as others I've seen? Looked like he wanted to puke. Why do i watch these .. only makes it harder for me. :(
 
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Yomyom

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Feb 5, 2020
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Didn't seem as peaceful as others I've seen? Looked like he wanted to puke. Why do i watch these .. only makes it harder for me. :(
This is the only video I could find that described the sleeping moment, if you saw others please share them with us.

Anyway I think it's because the man was Obesity
 
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This is the only video I could find that described the sleeping moment, if you saw others please share them with us.

Anyway I think it's because the man was Obesity
The other one I saw was the old lady . It's not in English. It's been shared here before i think? If not I'll find it
 
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Yomyom

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Feb 5, 2020
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The other one I saw was the old lady . It's not in English. It's been shared here before i think? If not I'll find it
Oh, they don't describe the sleeping moment, they stopped a second before, so no one knows what happened
 
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Oh, they don't describe the sleeping moment, they stopped a second before, so no one knows what happened
Ya and I think someone told me it's a different med? Phenobarb maybe?
 
peacefulhorizons

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Dec 31, 2019
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This one looks very peaceful. There was some discomfort about the taste but that's about it imo. However, some parts were edited out.
 
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Neville1

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This is one of Michéle Causse. Very peaceful.

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The camera cuts as she closes her eyes.
Probably not arousable, unconscious or nearly.
 
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Those are all so peaceful. I really want some N now
 
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victoria91

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I'm so confused. Who or what is A? Sorry if that is a silly question
 
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