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antinatalismpromort

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May 8, 2026
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I understand. People will tell you VSED is very difficult to actually accomplish, and it is, especially for an otherwise healthy young person...and I think it's worthwhile to be realistic about that. It is very unlikely you will succeed, either through your own willpower or ending up in the hospital and all your progress reset. It's days and days and days of agony and all that "progress" towards death can be undone in an instant. I completely understand your frustrating and desperation, though. It's only getting harder and harder to voluntarily exit, without any actual improvements in people's quality of life. it fuckin sucks. Just be realistic about the chances of this working out.
like I said, to me it's way more difficult to execute an elaborate plan involving buy chemical stuff and performing physical actions that may get people suspicious and "worried" about "my suicidal tendencies" (that they somehow can't accept I don't want to live)
 
chaoschuckler

chaoschuckler

CTB on 11th May Hopefully 🖤
Feb 4, 2026
127
the other ones just seem too complicated and risky. How am I suppose to buy sketchy stuff without people becoming suspicius? like buying CO2 or something like that. What I mean by "risky" is not "lethal", it's actually people finding out I want to self-delete and preventing me.
Whatever works for you 🤗. Personally, Id group starving with burning yourself, and jumping . If you still feel that way after thinking everything through, that's your decision. Just remember, there's no need to rush you can always give yourself more time and explore other possibilities.
 
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antinatalismpromort

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May 8, 2026
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Whatever works for you 🤗. Personally, Id group starving with burning yourself, and jumping . If you still feel that way after thinking everything through, that's your decision. Just remember, there's no need to rush you can always give yourself more time and explore other possibilities.
thanks but I really don't wanna give myself any more time, 6 years of suffering and researching methods is enough
 
chaoschuckler

chaoschuckler

CTB on 11th May Hopefully 🖤
Feb 4, 2026
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There is no right or wrong time.

There is no rush. That option is always there.
Yeah, but I feel guilty living like this. I've always wanted to be productive, whether for myself or for others. Right now, death feels like the only productive thing I can offer 😅
 
Bishop

Bishop

This is the way
Mar 24, 2024
297
Whatever works for you 🤗. Personally, Id group starving with burning yourself, and jumping . If you still feel that way after thinking everything through, that's your decision. Just remember, there's no need to rush you can always give yourself more time and explore other possibilities.
Exactly.
 
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chaoschuckler

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if_i_make_it

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Apr 30, 2026
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like I said, to me it's way more difficult to execute an elaborate plan involving buy chemical stuff and performing physical actions that may get people suspicious and "worried" about "my suicidal tendencies" (that they somehow can't accept I don't want to live)
If you are worried about people noticing, not eating or drinking is a good way to get people to notice. Even elderly people laid up in the hospital struggle to do this, and they are the most viable demographic for it. Maybe it will work out for you, I just wanna make sure you are informed about it.
 
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antinatalismpromort

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May 8, 2026
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If you are worried about people noticing, not eating or drinking is a good way to get people to notice. Even elderly people laid up in the hospital struggle to do this, and they are the most viable demographic for it. Maybe it will work out for you, I just wanna make sure you are informed about it.
in that case, people may notice but they can't shove any food down anyone's throat. If they do that, that's physical assault, right?
 
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if_i_make_it

Member
Apr 30, 2026
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in that case, people may notice but they can't shove any food down anyone's throat. If they do that, that's physical assault, right?
no, but you could faint and they could call EMS, where you would get IV and fluids
 
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inconclusivesorbet

On my way
Jan 28, 2026
119
Vsed is not likely to work its one of the less viable methods on here. Roping would probably be the least suspicious
 
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antinatalismpromort

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May 8, 2026
34
Vsed is not likely to work its one of the less viable methods on here. Roping would probably be the least suspicious
I beg to differ, it is one of the most known methods, everyone in my house will see me going to my room with a rope, I would take time to tie the rope in anything and then MORE time to actually die in the process. All meanwhile people can sense what's going on, call the police or call emergency to prevent me from doing it.
no, but you could faint and they could call EMS, where you would get IV and fluids
that would still not fully recover my body. Bit by bit, the body won't be able to handle it.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
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I've read that Switzerland is unique amongs the countries that legalized euthanasia. It's the only one that considers mental suffering as a valid reason. I really don't want to do anything physical or chemical at home.
Yes it does… for those who are 50+.
Since you don't want to do anything physical or chemical at home, start saving now and by the time you're 50 and eligible, you'll have enough $$$ to go.

VSED is a non method. You'll learn this.
thanks but I really don't wanna give myself any more time, 6 years of suffering and researching methods is enough
But you've done no real research. This is plainly obvious.
 
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antinatalismpromort

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May 8, 2026
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Yes it does… for those who are 50+.
Since you don't want to do anything physical or chemical at home, start saving now and by the time you're 50 and eligible, you'll have enough $$$ to go.

VSED is a non method. You'll learn this.

But you've done no real research. This is plainly obvious.
well, no need to be rude about it. You don't know me, nor you don't know if I did any research or not. But anyway, being rude or mocking me won't make anyone happier.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,111
in that case, people may notice but they can't shove any food down anyone's throat. If they do that, that's physical assault, right?
Assault? They can have you forcibly hospitalized with forced IV's and forced nutrition, even with feeding tubes. They can have you found legally unfit to make your own decisions. Sorry if this seems rude. But your next-level naïveté and overall utter lack of knowledge on all of these subjects that you claim to have researched are proof in & of themselves that you in fact have not done any real research on any of this.
 
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antinatalismpromort

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May 8, 2026
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Assault? They can have you forcibly hospitalized with forced IV's and forced nutrition, even with feeding tubes. They can have you found legally unfit to make your own decisions. Sorry if this seems rude. But your next-level naïveté and overall utter lack of knowledge on all of these subjects that you claim to have researched are proof in & of themselves that you in fact have not done any real research on any of this.
like I said, you're being rude. You should not speak to people like that, there's tons of ways to conveying a message to anyone that doesn't involve mocking them or demeaning them.
 
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Rainbow Dash

Aspie
Aug 11, 2024
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Do not:

Encourage acts, ask for encouragement, or help anyone commit any acts.

Do not encourage, suggest, manipulate, coerce, or help users carry out acts of any nature whatsoever, including suicide and self harm; only provide factual information and emotional support to those who ask for it. Do not try to get the community to tell you what to do, only you can choose your path and actions.
 
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WhyMe123

Over it
May 22, 2026
24
Just sharing my 2 cents..
Not eating & drinking sounds doable before you feel like you're starving and dehydrated.

You say you don't want people to notice or be suspicious - they def will after a couple of days.
Depending on how you look/seem, they may even encourage you to go to the doctor/hospital.
It's not like you would just be walking around acting normally and then die suddenly.
You'd be disintegrating gradually & people around you would be concerned for sure.

Fainting is a possibility too - in which case, your family calling the hospital is very likely.
Once you're admitted to the hospital & if they notice you don't want to eat, they will be suspicious too & may intervene with force feeding.

Not eating is not healthy so they may determine you are unfit to make your own decisions, in which case they will take over the decisions for you.
I've been to a psych ward before and it's brutal.
If you don't comply, they just inject you with sedatives and restrain you. You have no rights if they decide that you are not sound of mind.

Besides that, it's extremely difficult to resist drinking even water or having a snack once you've fasted for a few days.

I know you said that you don't want to add any chemicals to the mix - but I think especially in a fasted state - having something like that would help speed up the process.

If I were you, I'd want to do something that was more or less guaranteed.
Having fasted before, I know the urge becomes really strong & you'll probably end up suffering for no reason.

Personally I'm researching the GHB method & will be opting for that on an empty stomach after fasting for a good portion of the day

But feel free to update us & prove us wrong!
Some people are anomalies so power to you if you still decide VSED despite all the suggestions against it.
 
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