New here... joining the club

[itsnotworthliving]

Hi guys. I'm here because I've thought about suicide since 2009, strongly considered it, but have not found a credible immediate way to make my exit.
I'm not sure how those who are successful in this, complete the task. Robin Williams, or Jason David Frank, for example... but I want my death to be immediate.
I don't want to find myself clinging to life, or to find myself alive but immobile, etc.
My life has been garbage, and there are many people who have hurt me throughout the years, including recently. I don't want there to be even the slightest
possibility of me being back into their lives. I want to ghost them like they have ghosted me.
Although my death is what I'm here for, while I'm alive, if any of you want a new friend, please do not hesitate to contact me.

 

[hellokitti]

Hi, I'm also new here. It's really awful to hear what you're going through. I'm here to talk if you need to!

 

[Csmith8827]

Hi guys. I'm here because I've thought about suicide since 2009, strongly considered it, but have not found a credible immediate way to make my exit.
I'm not sure how those who are successful in this, complete the task. Robin Williams, or Jason David Frank, for example... but I want my death to be immediate.
I don't want to find myself clinging to life, or to find myself alive but immobile, etc.
My life has been garbage, and there are many people who have hurt me throughout the years, including recently. I don't want there to be even the slightest
possibility of me being back into their lives. I want to ghost them like they have ghosted me.
Although my death is what I'm here for, while I'm alive, if any of you want a new friend, please do not hesitate to contact me.

Welcome

 

[saddestbunny]

hi, welcome :) people here are pretty supportive

 

[BlazingBob]

Welcome This is a great website with many kind, compassionate, supportive, intelligent and highly articulate people. I'm sorry life has led us here but know you're not alone. You can express yourself without fear of judgement.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to the forum! You can read about methods in the Suicide Resource Compilation linked in the sticky threads. Unfortunately there are no methods for an "immediate death" some may work fast others slower.

 

[eashanm]

Hello,

Can't send you a message yet, as you're new and need more activity. Happy to be friends and talk.

Cheers,
Eashan

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

hello there. as you can see i'm new as well. how were you able to start a thread? am i blind? it does say you need to post a certain amount before that feature unlocks.

 

[OnceThougtTwiceDone]

Hello, sorry you are here. I'll probably help you sometime with your suicide a little, that's what I do here.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find what you search for, I find it awful and cruel how suicide is purposely made so difficult for people, certainly makes it sound easier when you hear of those managing to succeed, in my case I very much envy those who cannot suffer anymore. But anyway best wishes.

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes in finding what you seek, you'll find plenty of support on this group and the more you post the more features become available.