Never exist

[prototypian]

This has been said again and again. Movies have been made of it. Philosophy has surrounded it. Many think it. I wish I could not exist and that all memory of me could be gone. I want the entirety of my being and all relationships and all of my life to be gone. It would not matter. I could simply disappear and be completely gone and wipe the track of my life clean. So many people would be better off. So much of life would have been better. The popular kids back in school would have felt better, my life in college and work would have been better off without me and imagine the resources saved. What if the whole thread were pulled from the weave. Just yank it out and there would be no unraveling of the remainder.