Venting Never a day without mental health issues

[AnonymousL]

Today, I'm sad.

To realize that I will never experience a day in my life that I am not mentally sick.

I just wanted to be happy.
To build up a life , have a husband , a dog and 2 cats , 3 children running around the house, have a wedding and wear a big princess dress like those Disney princesses
To feel loved
To feel wanted
To feel happy

To experience what makes life worth living.

Sick until the day I die.

 

[Lookingtoflyfree]

Today, I'm sad.

To realize that I will never experience a day in my life that I am not mentally sick.

I just wanted to be happy.
To build up a life , have a husband , a dog and 2 cats , 3 children running around the house, have a wedding and wear a big princess dress like those Disney princesses
To feel loved
To feel wanted
To feel happy

To experience what makes life worth living.

Sick until the day I die.

feel this so much. I am so tired of the war in my brain. if I didn't have it I would be alive and happier but I'm going to be tormented by autism and adhd until my death. i can see why most of us just want to die

 

[theboy]

having a mental illness is horrible and even worse if it is not treated, what is your diagnosis if you can tell?

 

[AnonymousL]

having a mental illness is horrible and even worse if it is not treated, what is your diagnosis if you can tell?

Chronic depression, anxiety disorder, possible PTSD and Bipolar
last 2 are suspected by my doctor and psychologist but not confirmed yet.

 

[ForgottenAgain]

I can relate so much, there is always this war in the brain and this sadness that doesn't go away. Your wishes are so sweet, I hope you can have that life, the husband, the pets and children. I hope you can win against your brain and finally be happy. I really like your dream.

 

[theboy]

Chronic depression, anxiety disorder, possible PTSD and Bipolar
last 2 are suspected by my doctor and psychologist but not confirmed yet.

oh, that's a lot of things. I hope they diagnose you soon and find a solution.