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nullset

New Member
Dec 10, 2025
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Nothing seems close to N. Knowing how restricted it is feels like a soft torture.

Is there a way to synthesise N? No one ever talks about this and I wondered if it's even conceivable for someone with a specialist background/equipment.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

I don't know
Mar 31, 2025
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The PPEH had a video on it (I believe so). I wouldn't do it, chemistry isn't safe when you have no clue what you're doing.
I can no longer find the video, but someone might have it.
 
Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
316
I did research on it. And I don't think it's possible to make it. It's very hard and I've heard of actual chemists who had everything and couldn't end up making it.
 
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luna674

Student
May 1, 2026
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Nothing seems close to N. Knowing how restricted it is feels like a soft torture.

Is there a way to synthesise N? No one ever talks about this and I wondered if it's even conceivable for someone with a specialist background/equipment.
I'm also looking for n it sucks all the other drugs basically suffocate you to death
 
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HeyManNiceShot

New Member
Jul 28, 2026
3
I don't know about N, but for example SN can be easily synthesized through the reduction of nitrate salts. Which would be viable for anyone without access to nitrites.
e.g. NaNO3 —> NaNO2
Merely for scientific purposes though, right? Any it could be illegal under specific jurisdictions, so inform about that before. ;)
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,562
N does the same
Nembutal puts u to sleep in 3 muntes no pain. And N is an anesthetic so no pain


Video evidence Nembutal is painless:


Nembutal shuts the brain down so no way can experience anything
 
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cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
235
Nembutal isn't as unique as people say, it's just popular because it's been used a lot and thus has notoriety. Pharmacologically, it's not very different from *any barbiturate*. If you're not a trained chemist I'd say there's easier ways than synthesis, but this thread contains a lot of information on barbiturate synthesis, for the at home chemist:
Secobarbitol or butalbital will give you essentially the same effect as nembutal, but you could also modify this synthesis for nembutal, if you know what you're doing.
 
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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
316
I don't know about N, but for example SN can be easily synthesized through the reduction of nitrate salts. Which would be viable for anyone without access to nitrites.
e.g. NaNO3 —> NaNO2
Merely for scientific purposes though, right? Any it could be illegal under specific jurisdictions, so inform about that before. ;)
I also researched this. And it'll only give at best 60% purity. So it's not suitable for CTB.
 
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HeyManNiceShot

New Member
Jul 28, 2026
3
I also researched this. And it'll only give at best 60% purity. So it's not suitable for CTB.
Yeah, just gonna go for a cranial GSW through the sphenoid bone at this point. It really sucks that there are so few reliable ways to ctb.
 
cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
235
if you cant obtain sodium nitrite you can just use potassium nitrite which is very available. it's less potent somewhat but 25g will still kill you
 
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