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TT43EE890okp

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Jun 6, 2025
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First I would like to ask for legitimate sources of nembutal. I understand that veterinaries are a source, but any other legitimate source ?

Second, what are legitimate reason to request nembutal for health reasons or from a veterinary?
 
MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
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Nembutal is the Holy Grail of peaceful suicide methods and acquiring it would be similar to winning the lottery. While not impossible, the statistical odds are stacked against you.
 
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Jan 10, 2022
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(I genuinely think you could only achieve such a feat through a DW connection rn.)
 
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Zerengin96

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Jun 14, 2022
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Its near impossible to get nowadays i think. I wish governments would just hand that shit out for free to suicidal people, no one should be forced to live a life they didnt ask for
 
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It is impossible. And anyone that messages you that they have it and tells you have to travel to some foreign country in order to get it, is a huge scam
 
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Jello Biafra

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Sep 9, 2024
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You can get stuff just as powerful as Nembutal on the DW. Nembutal isn't even manufactured that much anymore, or so I heard.

You used to be able to get it in Mexico at veterinarians, yes. This is where the Heaven's Gate cult, who were in San Diego (30 minutes from the Tijuana border), got it. They had like 3,000 pills or something. But that was 30+ years ago.

The problem with DW is purity, risking being scammed, have to use DW and crypto, and you risk possible trouble with law enforcement.
 
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TT43EE890okp

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Jun 6, 2025
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You can get stuff just as powerful as Nembutal on the DW. Nembutal isn't even manufactured that much anymore, or so I heard.

You used to be able to get it in Mexico at veterinarians, yes. This is where the Heaven's Gate cult, who were in San Diego (30 minutes from the Tijuana border), got it. They had like 3,000 pills or something. But that was 30+ years ago.

The problem with DW is purity, risking being scammed, have to use DW and crypto, and you risk possible trouble with law enforcement.
Can you give some names of .stuff just as powerful as Nembutal
Thanks
 
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Jello Biafra

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Sep 9, 2024
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Can you give some names of .stuff just as powerful as Nembutal
Thanks

There was a recent thread on here of a guy who (apparently) CTB'd on isoxxxxx. I don't know the name, you are going to have to search for it.

He made several posts about it. It's an opioid that is supposedly much more powerful than fentanyl even. He bought it on the DW and chronicled much of his story here just recently.

He made a goodbye post and hasn't been seen since. Maybe someone else can help - I am positive it starts with ISO. Like isotezeine or something. I don't know if this website will let you, but you can try searching with a wildcard like iso*, or search fentanyl, I think he compares it to fentanyl when talking about the potency.

Sorry I can't be of more help.
 
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Sep 17, 2025
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There was a recent thread on here of a guy who (apparently) CTB'd on isoxxxxx. I don't know the name, you are going to have to search for it.

He made several posts about it. It's an opioid that is supposedly much more powerful than fentanyl even. He bought it on the DW and chronicled much of his story here just recently.

He made a goodbye post and hasn't been seen since. Maybe someone else can help - I am positive it starts with ISO. Like isotezeine or something. I don't know if this website will let you, but you can try searching with a wildcard like iso*, or search fentanyl, I think he compares it to fentanyl when talking about the potency.

Sorry I can't be of more help.
It's Isotonitazene. Would not recommend buying it when you are living in EU. Because it's being shipped from the US and its going to get checked at the border
 
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Jello Biafra

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Sep 9, 2024
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It's Isotonitazene. Would not recommend buying it when you are living in EU. Because it's being shipped from the US and its going to get checked at the border

I used to buy all kinds of prescription drugs in bulk powder from China and never had a problem receiving them in the US. In fact, I was addicted to tianeptine and received a shipment every single week and never ran out even once. The EU may be different though, you are right. I'm just surprised nobody uses them for SN. It's listed all over their websites.

I mean, there's no possible way they can check every single package. But you are taking a risk, no matter what country you are from.
 
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