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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

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Mar 17, 2018
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So I take it you have been working on this tincture of Taxine for a long time then? Wow! I hope you know what you are doing.
Shi de! [yes]
About 5 years... With each attempt I'm getting closer and closer to achieving perfection. I can feel it.
 
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freedompass

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Jan 27, 2021
768
We truly live in barbarous times. That or the mass of humans are irredeemably stupid. We may as well be living in the Dark Ages for all the humanity or compassion shown to suffering humanity, not to mention the animal kingdom. Sorry for the rant, but the only reason we're here discussing which horrible lonely way to end our lives is 'the best' is because this society is sick, twisted and sadistic. Most live in a profound state of delusion, denial or wilful ignorance like children covering their ears and singing la la la.

Now that I got that off my chest. Nembutal is not overrated. It's the least worst alternative, the best we can do till the mass of humanity wakes from its somnambulant state. Essentially though? All forms of ctb inherently suck.
 
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DetachedDreamer97

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Mar 17, 2018
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How would you test something like that? I hope it is a peaceful way out anyway.
By taking a microdose. Which I've done a few times.

The first two times were by taking a half, then full dropperful of the prototype tincture. Then a lick of the fumarate salt powder. In all cases, effects were felt quickly and the experiences were consistent with each other. I felt as though I was somewhat stoned on marijuana in a nutshell...
 
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watchingthewheels

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Jan 23, 2021
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Yew don't just eat the leaves/seeds and call it a day. As not only would it not be guaranteed as peaceful, but it might not be quick as the time it takes to digest the material and absorb the alkaloids may vary greatly, which potentially might take several hours to a day before you die.
Like I said, tell me a more peaceful and painless alternative. Until then...
 
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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

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Mar 17, 2018
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Like I said, tell me a more peaceful and painless alternative. Until then...
You've ignored the second and third part. If done properly (made into an extraction), you'll die rapidly long before symptoms occur, making it quick and painless. The microdose of my prototype took effect within a few minutes, which have I taken the lethal amount, it would've killed me within an hour (and that's me generous).

If you're lazy or don't know what you're doing, then it'll cost you.
 
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watchingthewheels

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Jan 23, 2021
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You've ignored the second and third part. If done properly (made into an extraction), you'll die rapidly long before symptoms occur, making it quick and painless. The microdose of my prototype took effect within a few minutes, which have I taken the lethal amount, it would've killed me within an hour (and that's me generous).

If you're lazy or don't know what you're doing, then it'll cost you.
I ignored it because, as you said, "As not only would it not be guaranteed as peaceful".

But since you wrote it:
"The perfected version which there are NO oils, tannin, formic acid, ephedrine, as well as other impurities and I'd argue you'd have a cheap botanical rival of N.

That said, if one doesn't know about chemistry and doesn't want to go through a series of trials and error, or put a bit of time and effort, or live in a home which you have limited privacy, then you're better off just sticking to buying N."

You just explained why N is NOT overrated.
 
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DetachedDreamer97

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I ignored it because, as you said, "As not only would it not be guaranteed as peaceful".

But since you wrote it:
"The perfected version which there are NO oils, tannin, formic acid, ephedrine, as well as other impurities and I'd argue you'd have a cheap botanical rival of N.

That said, if one doesn't know about chemistry and doesn't want to go through a series of trials and error, or put a bit of time and effort, or live in a home which you have limited privacy, then you're better off just sticking to buying N."

You just explained why N is NOT overrated.
Because I know that a lot of people do not care to put in the slightest bit of time and effort in making an extract. Still, compared to N, it's easier to get your hands on and it costs a fraction. It can be done mostly in a bedroom, perhaps with the usage of a kitchen.

Not to say I'm bashing them, as sometimes it takes a video demonstration than written guides. Nonetheless, if one can do it, then it's worth it, if not then grab the N. Yew isn't for everyone, but perhaps neither is N.
 
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headwood

headwood

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Feb 9, 2022
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Source C? I ordered my N but Bitcoin payment won't go through for 2 more weeks. Are there any legit sources which don't require crypto? I'm desperate.
I am going to take a wild guess that you used Coinbase to purchase BTC. They are the most popular platform but notorious for delays with bank transfers and errors and such that result in them holding onto funds for days and days, it can be incredibly frustrating.

Perhaps you could try to hook up with someone on Reddit.com/r/cash4cash? From what I can make of it, that is a platform where you can arrange a private exchange in which you send the user $ via PayPal, CashApp, Venmo, etc, and they will then send the equivalent in BTC to whichever address you provide.
 
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lanahelp

Student
Jan 19, 2022
186
I am going to take a wild guess that you used Coinbase to purchase BTC. They are the most popular platform but notorious for delays with bank transfers and errors and such that result in them holding onto funds for days and days, it can be incredibly frustrating.

Perhaps you could try to hook up with someone on Reddit.com/r/cash4cash? From what I can make of it, that is a platform where you can arrange a private exchange in which you send the user $ via PayPal, CashApp, Venmo, etc, and they will then send the equivalent in BTC to whichever address you provide.
Thank you so much. Yes it was Coinbase.
 
BrokenBliss

BrokenBliss

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Jan 11, 2022
522
Thank you so much. Yes it was Coinbase.
I was fortunate to have been warned away from Coinbase by reading on here about someone who had similar issues with delays and holds. I instead purchased BTC with Cash App (verified my info), sent it to a crypto wallet (I used Mycelium), and made a purchase. There was no delay from any of that. Got it done in minutes. (Thank you to @threesummers)
 
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