
derpycool
Member
- Jan 24, 2023
- 16
Hi I'm a long time lurker, first time poster here.
I am planning to CTB through a heroin overdose. It would be painless and convenient. A part of me would be lying if I were to say that the heroin scene from pulp fiction didn't play a role in this decision. I don't know where I am going to source my heroin from. I am acquainted with a few druggies but none of them inject.
Even if I did have a contact to buy heroin I still wouldn't be able to since I am very irresponsible with my pocket money. I've tried stealing money but my family locks everything up to prevent me from swiping some cash. What I need to do is really get my shit together. I don't know how much longer I will be able to bear this wretched life. I am going to maybe find some kind of employment.
What also sucks is that in my pursuit of heroin I have developed a bit of a drug problem hanging out with the aforementioned druggies. I am only addicted to weed, so not that big of a problem but still a problem. Especially when most of my money ends up spent buying weed.
It doesn't help that most of the users here come from WEIRD (Western, Educated, Industrialized, Rich, Democracies) countries. I live in a developing country. I am just so helpless.
I am planning to CTB through a heroin overdose. It would be painless and convenient. A part of me would be lying if I were to say that the heroin scene from pulp fiction didn't play a role in this decision. I don't know where I am going to source my heroin from. I am acquainted with a few druggies but none of them inject.
Even if I did have a contact to buy heroin I still wouldn't be able to since I am very irresponsible with my pocket money. I've tried stealing money but my family locks everything up to prevent me from swiping some cash. What I need to do is really get my shit together. I don't know how much longer I will be able to bear this wretched life. I am going to maybe find some kind of employment.
What also sucks is that in my pursuit of heroin I have developed a bit of a drug problem hanging out with the aforementioned druggies. I am only addicted to weed, so not that big of a problem but still a problem. Especially when most of my money ends up spent buying weed.
It doesn't help that most of the users here come from WEIRD (Western, Educated, Industrialized, Rich, Democracies) countries. I live in a developing country. I am just so helpless.