Venting need to ctb

[roid]

i am currently in school rightnow and would talk more about it btu i am so severely paranoid ifeel so lonely and im suck a freakin loser. its like mental health matteres unrtil it comes to me, i am so desperate fir anysort of attention or affection i have been goign downhill again and i feel os stupid amd miserable I hate this I wish i could talk and speak ebteter about it but im so shaken u p altely i wish i could jsut stick a gun in m y moufth and ctb When someone speaks to me I wish i could CTB infornt of them arleayd I HATE SOCIALISING NAD EVEYRHTIBF

my own firnds dont even klike me and even so far as when iw as Twleve alli wanted to do was CTB in publci so foronce i wuld fel loved
I would very much appreciate even jus t a small "Hi" on this psot. I have been lurking ehre for years by no w and I ma so depsrrate fr human ocnenction

 

[EmptyBottle]

hi (also, if under 18, cease using sasu until ur 18th B'day... if 18 or over, feel free to reply)

 

[roid]

hi (also, if under 18, cease using sasu until ur 18th B'day... if 18 or over, feel free to reply)

thanks, sorry for how erratic I sounded, i wasnt thinking well

 

[EmptyBottle]

thanks, sorry for how erratic I sounded, i wasnt thinking well

it's alright, and also, glad to see u back

I accidentally misread the word erratic, and was thinking, oops, I didn't mean to sound nsfw... then on reading, I saw the right word and phew :)