need help

[pleasexbexover]

Idk how to come across opiates or major drugs anymore. None of my friends do anything more than weed, and since my parents aren't alive, there's no way for me to obtain strong stuff. I think thats the best and most viable option for me at this point but I dont know how to get them
Thoughts? Help

 

[pleasexbexover]

Idk how to come across opiates or major drugs anymore. None of my friends do anything more than weed, and since my parents aren't alive, there's no way for me to obtain strong stuff. I think thats the best and most viable option for me at this point but I dont know how to get them
Thoughts? Help

Bump

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

As for opioids, how about playing having aches?
I'm in Japan, where opioid antitussives are available over the counter (they devastated my life) So you can also take a trip to the country.
P.S. OTC opioids should be for recreational use only, they are not pure enough for CTB.

 

[Worndown]

Time to go through the other options.

 

[pleasexbexover]

Time to go through the other options.

Yeah youre right because there's so many for me

 

[jadeturtle]

it really sucks but im the same situation because i dont want to fire firearms because of the noise to my ears (i have a phobia of loud sounds). i think if we dont have a suicide option we're stuck here. i like to read about pro suicide philosophers and i like to fantasize about my death when going to sleep. i get a lot of comfort playing the tape of my suicide every night, it helps me relax until the day it can actually happen.