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februaryangels

februaryangels

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Aug 30, 2023
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hi, so i've been wanting to cbt for a few years now and i've been seriously considering it in the past week. my plan is to overdose and then go to bed (die in my sleep basically, aiming for a pretty painless death). the pills i have are 3 fluoxetine pills, 4 escitalopram oxalate, and 4 lithium carbonate. i was told taking all of them would result in death which is good to know, but i want to know how much pills it'd take to just pass out, preferably for a few hours, and to be hospitalized, but ultimately waking up to recovery. i thought that perhaps if my peers would see me in this state they'd care about me. since i'm not ready to cbt yet, i'm just gonna do this as a sort of preparation of sorts? i hope this makes sense, any feedback is much appreciated :)
 
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doesn't sound to me like you see it as preparation but to generate attention. There are other ways to do this. Trying to ctb just to have someone take care of you is really sad. You'd better come up with another way.
 
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If you are interested in ODing I suggest to read about reserched ODs in the PPeH or these ones here:



You can read about other methods in the Suicide Resource Compilation.
 
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