februaryangels
i’m miss world
- Aug 30, 2023
- 6
hi, so i've been wanting to cbt for a few years now and i've been seriously considering it in the past week. my plan is to overdose and then go to bed (die in my sleep basically, aiming for a pretty painless death). the pills i have are 3 fluoxetine pills, 4 escitalopram oxalate, and 4 lithium carbonate. i was told taking all of them would result in death which is good to know, but i want to know how much pills it'd take to just pass out, preferably for a few hours, and to be hospitalized, but ultimately waking up to recovery. i thought that perhaps if my peers would see me in this state they'd care about me. since i'm not ready to cbt yet, i'm just gonna do this as a sort of preparation of sorts? i hope this makes sense, any feedback is much appreciated :)