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pleaseletmeperish

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I am terrified of both enemas and my constipation. Really really wish I could just die rn. Please keep me in your thoughts. I love you all
 
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I'll be thinking of you.
Hope everything goes well.
Will you give us updates?
 
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pain247

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Prune juice worked for me when nothing else worked in the hospital!
 
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Fate7

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I am terrified of both enemas and my constipation. Really really wish I could just die rn. Please keep me in your thoughts. I love you all
Whoever and wherever you are you're in my thoughts.
your going to get through this. Please keep us updated
 
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FuneralCry

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That sounds really dreadful, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I also really wish to be gone, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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sending you hugs and much love 🫂:heart:
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
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Yea that shit is unbearable, the stomach pain aspect is just unforgiving, Im wishing you a fast recovery
 
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pleaseletmeperish

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Nov 4, 2023
101
I'll be thinking of you.
Hope everything goes well.
Will you give us updates?
Hello, my friend! The enema was painless. Ofc I knew it wouldn't hurt physically but I still feared the momentary discomfort immensely. I have finally gotten rid of my constipation even if for now.

Thank you so much for asking about my health. Really means a lot. Bless you.
That sounds really dreadful, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I also really wish to be gone, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
Thank you for your words. Means a lot to me that you reached out to me. Thank you again.
Whoever and wherever you are you're in my thoughts.
your going to get through this. Please keep us updated
Hello, my friend! The enema was painless. Ofc I knew it wouldn't hurt physically but I still feared the momentary discomfort immensely. I have finally gotten rid of my constipation even if for now.

Thank you so much for asking about my health. Really means a lot. Bless you.
Yea that shit is unbearable, the stomach pain aspect is just unforgiving, Im wishing you a fast recovery
Thank you so much. I am doing much better now. Bless you.
sending you hugs and much love 🫂:heart:
Thank you so much, my friend. I wish you all the happiness in the world ❤️
Prune juice worked for me when nothing else worked in the hospital!
My constipation might be related to my high sugar consumption, haha. In such cases only enemas help, apparently (with healthy doses of stool softener)
 
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YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
1,397
Hello, my friend! The enema was painless. Ofc I knew it wouldn't hurt physically but I still feared the momentary discomfort immensely. I have finally gotten rid of my constipation even if for now.

Thank you so much for asking about my health. Really means a lot. Bless you.

Thank you for your words. Means a lot to me that you reached out to me. Thank you again.

Hello, my friend! The enema was painless. Ofc I knew it wouldn't hurt physically but I still feared the momentary discomfort immensely. I have finally gotten rid of my constipation even if for now.

Thank you so much for asking about my health. Really means a lot. Bless you.

Thank you so much. I am doing much better now. Bless you.

Thank you so much, my friend. I wish you all the happiness in the world ❤️

My constipation might be related to my high sugar consumption, haha. In such cases only enemas help, apparently (with healthy doses of stool softener)
Good! I had to do that too, I only just started getting off laxatives to help me 💀,,, I still donno what my constipation was from but as I've been unable to access sweets as regularly as I would have mabye it was also potentially related to high sugar consumption, just glad to hear your okay
 
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outrider567

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Eating a lot of prunes with water usually works better than laxatives, try it twice a day
 
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