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noname223
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- Aug 18, 2020
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Both is an easy answer. In most cases both is the reason. But what is the main cause. For me it was nurture. In my family there are not many people who ctb. My sister thinks life is so precious. The abuse in my childhood and the bullying were too much too cope. I could not handle the situation anymore andy my mind turned ill. I direct aggressions mostly towards myself. Moreover I developed this notion that life is completely unfair and the only way I can escape this pain is suicide. I don't want that a horrible life determines how I live. In theory I must have ended it years ago. However from the beginning I had this feeling that it is very difficult to finally do it.