- May 5, 2018
Some of you might have read my suicide story 2 months ago (read my first post if you are interested in). I purchased 3 bottles of N from A one month after I failed CO poisoning method. The tracking info of the package stopped at the export office in Mexico indefinitely, starting on June 14. A told me that the package was probably seized and destroyed at the custom. I was not sure, so I tracked the package via packagemapping.com and Boxoh. To my surprise, these unofficial tracking website showed different results on the map. One shows the package is on route near Chicago, the other shows it is at EMS Academy in St. Louis! WTF??? These location are not even close to my state! I am so overwhelmed now. I asked A for a second attempt. He offers 50% off for the second attempt. This could be great, but the success remain doubtful... I just want to ask here if there are alternatives to N and CO poisoning. I am pretty much broke now, with no money in bank account. I don't think I can afford something exotic...