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lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
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I always told myself once ____ happens I will finally be able to CTB. But those things have come and gone while I keep coming up with new reasons why I can't do it just yet.

By all means I should have died years ago but I just couldn't do it even when the timing felt right. Maybe it is just me. It is really hard to take that last and final step. Even if you mentally prepared yourself for the moment for years.
Everyone is different. Nobody is the same. People put off ctb for different reasons and that's fine. Some people don't ever ctb and that's fine as well. It's a personal choice that only you can make. Honestly more than anything I have to stop myself from making plans to ctb. I can be a bit impulsive sometimes which can be dangerous especially with self sabotaging tendencies. So if anything I'm gonna really have to fight to stay in a mindset to stay alive.
 
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HopelessFight

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Jan 31, 2021
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Very interesting, since people mostly seem to order here from A. Did you get a tracking number at the end?
 
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ineedtoleave

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Oct 3, 2020
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the prices are similar, but the processing speed is far different
Powder or liquid like A? I was wondering about that.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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How do yall get to the resources section? I'm stupid xD
In case no one else replied before now. It's under Suicide Discussion.:wink:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/
I need the D....

With that said congrats op on getting a golden ticket out of here.
Just don't end up like Veruca Salt. :pfff::devil:
Yes got it this morning.

Vet pento so its liquid N like A.
Congrats... Happy for you but also sad that you may leave us. :heart::hug::aw: I just want you to find peace.... Whatever that may be.
 
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soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
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Congrats... Happy for you but also sad that you may leave us. :heart::hug::aw: I just want you to find peace.... Whatever that may be.
thanks my friend i haven't planned anything yet, i think i will just be relieved to know i have this solution available.

I am convinced that it may solve my psychological health problems (unfortunately not physical) to know that I have this available at home.

there is nothing worse for humans not to have control over their own future, having control over their death and how it can happen is a real relief for me.
 
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Sullun

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Jul 5, 2020
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First of all, let me offer my congratulations. I hope this brings you the peace you're looking for.

Secondly - and please accept my apologies if this question is inappropriate or out of order but I'm relatively new to this forum - but what sort of money are we talking here? From your previous responses I don't expect you to give a precise figure (and I totally accept and understand why you wouldn't want to do that) but I'd be keen to know what sort of region we're in. This is, for obvious reasons, my preferred route but I don't have hte strength to go down it only to hit a brick wall for financial reasons.
 
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alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
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First of all, let me offer my congratulations. I hope this brings you the peace you're looking for.

Secondly - and please accept my apologies if this question is inappropriate or out of order but I'm relatively new to this forum - but what sort of money are we talking here? From your previous responses I don't expect you to give a precise figure (and I totally accept and understand why you wouldn't want to do that) but I'd be keen to know what sort of region we're in. This is, for obvious reasons, my preferred route but I don't have hte strength to go down it only to hit a brick wall for financial reasons.
thank you for your message, I'm sorry but I don't understand your question at all
 
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alown

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How much money will I need?
it depends on the number of bottles you need, contact directly the addresses available in the pph (version 21), if you decide to go to A or D they will send you an email with the prices.
 
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Goodbye710

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Jul 12, 2020
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it depends on the number of bottles you need, contact directly the addresses available in the pph (version 21), if you decide to go to A or D they will send you an email with the prices.
When you say D, I assume you mean B is that right?

When I look in the PPeH it lists A,B and C.
 
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jakaka

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Jan 15, 2021
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fast transaction and quick responses.

the tracking number will be transmitted tomorrow and the parcel will be sent this afternoon.

I will inform you when I receive it in this thread
Did you get 2 bottles or just 1?
 
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MAA Ke pass

Student
Jan 6, 2021
130
fast transaction and quick responses.

the tracking number will be transmitted tomorrow and the parcel will be sent this afternoon.

I will inform you when I receive it in this thread
"D" supplies in India or not???
 
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tired of it all
Mar 20, 2021
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Congratulations!!
 
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HopelessFight

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Jan 31, 2021
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"D" supplies in India or not???
Honestly, if you contact A or D, they specifically ask you not to disclose their information on public forums so they can stay under the radar. I think we should respect that. If you want to know the prices or the place where they ship from, just send them an email and ask them friendly.
 
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MAA Ke pass

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Jan 6, 2021
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I emailed him but still I can not get rplyy
Honestly, if you contact A or D, they specifically ask you not to disclose their information on public forums so they can stay under the radar. I think we should respect that. If you want to know the prices or the place where they ship from, just send them an email and ask them friendly.
If u have any information plss pm me
 
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HopelessFight

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Jan 31, 2021
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I emailed him but still I can not get rplyy
D usually replies quickly. However, maybe he doesn't answer emails during weekends. Just wait a little longer ;-)
 
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suicidesheep31

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Jun 27, 2020
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Also thinking to order it.
I wonder what could happen with the customs if it get intercepted.
Do we get in troubles legally?
It is illegal in my country to import it...
Is our name connected to the order? (maybe a stupid question because our address is connected...)
 
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HopelessFight

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Jan 31, 2021
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Also thinking to order it.
I wonder what could happen with the customs if it get intercepted.
Do we get in troubles legally?
It is illegal in my country to import it...
Is our name connected to the order? (maybe a stupid question because our address is connected...)
Yes, importing N is illegal is most countries. The PPH warns about that multiple times.

What if you get caught? Well, I guess this will mostly depend what country you live in. In my country, I'm 100% sure I wouldn't be criminally charged, but I'm concerned about ending up in a psychiatric hospital, looking at my history with the police.

The PPH has some information about people caught with N, have a look at it.
 
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alown

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Mar 13, 2021
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just don't order if you don't know what you're talking about, don't want to be cheeky, questions should be asked directly to the seller and out of rules i won't give out confidential information.
 
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Wandering_Fox

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Mar 20, 2021
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fast transaction and quick responses.

the tracking number will be transmitted tomorrow and the parcel will be sent this afternoon.

I will inform you when I receive it in this thread
Congrats, Is it powder or liquid?
 
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HopelessFight

Warlock
Jan 31, 2021
741
if D is B,why not call him B?
Because he identifies himself as D. I have no idea why the PPH refers to him as B. Maybe he used the alias B in the past? or the PPH wants to make things more easy ("seller A and seller B")?
 
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Secrets1

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Nov 18, 2019
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Thank you very much for this info. Good luck! I'm looking at the dosage offerings. I
For a 200 lb person do the old recommended amounts still apply? 2 bottles of pisa or 1 bottle of dolethal?
 
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Thank you very much for this info. Good luck! I'm looking at the dosage offerings. I
For a 200 lb person do the old recommended amounts still apply? 2 bottles of pisa or 1 bottle of dolethal?
currently dole is no longer available but pisa yes, so twice 100 ml
 
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