• register myself as a cadaver in my dream med school (idk if this is possible without them finding out I'm suicidal)
• buy gifts for my loved ones (I'm broke still)
• write each of them a letter
• get an advance directives/dnr (just in case someone see me ctb)
• book an airbnb (where ill be ctb)
• cuddle someone!!! :(((((
• make a cat like me (might not do this tho bc i might adopt them)
the struggle of planning this in my head for the past 4 months is realizing that I haven't done any of these things yet... i was imagining all of them in my head. I'm supposed to die on june 20 BRO I'm so stupid
• buy gifts for my loved ones (I'm broke still)
• write each of them a letter
• get an advance directives/dnr (just in case someone see me ctb)
• book an airbnb (where ill be ctb)
• cuddle someone!!! :(((((
• make a cat like me (might not do this tho bc i might adopt them)
the struggle of planning this in my head for the past 4 months is realizing that I haven't done any of these things yet... i was imagining all of them in my head. I'm supposed to die on june 20 BRO I'm so stupid
