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I don't think I ever mentioned this.. but your posts always felt like a warm giant hug. Thank you for your presence <3I haven't checked in regularly for a while now and when I saw your thread it hurt my heart.
You are always so kind ...
Anyway, I wish you all the peace you seek, no matter how, when, where ... You know. ALL the stuff. Take care, sweetie. And be gentle with yourself -- this stuff is SO hard, even when we WANT to go.
Dante_
Global Mod | No future
- Feb 27, 2025
- 434
Gonna miss you more gonna miss u roz
Seeing your name was enough to make something tighten inside me. We never really spoke, but I remember you. I wish you peace and all the best, wherever you're headed.
Dreamwalker
Time To Wake Up
- Jan 21, 2026
- 12
Still gonna miss you but still gonna be happy you found peace.
Echo
Hell is empty and all the devils are here
- Dec 1, 2022
- 507
opheliaoveragain
Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
- Jun 2, 2024
- 2,187
I love you Rozzy. you've been such a voice of reason and compassion here. thank you for all you are. you know the rest
Please know you are in my heart this evening. And if, for some reason, you are still here tomorrow, please please please know there is absolutely no shame in that. It just means that there is something here you are meant to finish -- even if you might not know what that is. And if you do make it to the other side this time, please come visit me. You are welcome here anytime! 
dewdfish
Member
- Nov 30, 2025
- 57
I hope you find peace, Roz. It's been a pleasure reading your posts and I hope it all goes well.Just woke up, would have loved to sleep a bit more but the big sleep awaits...Thank you all for your kind words. I'm glad by some fate I stumbled up on this site in passing and been a part of this community for this long.
Time to get up and get ready..Love you, sweetie. Know you are in my thoughts and I am there with you in spirit. Be blessed, dear.Going to the hotel now...I have this fear they're gonna see it on my face or search my belongings and know...who takes a scale, some sort of white powder, cups, straw...to a hotel room for one night stay?!
Let's hope they won't search me...
darksouls
Visionary
- May 10, 2025
- 2,485
good luck,
I hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you deserve
Malfunction
Student
- Jul 27, 2024
- 171
Best of luck to you friend. I wish you safe passage to the peace you seek.Checked in to my room. It was easier than I thought. I was worried for nothing...
took omeprazole(20mg) when leaving the house, I've been taking it every day for a couple of months now to help with stomach also heard on one of exit's podcast a husband describing his wife's case and she took it before sn so it should help, i hope. Paracetamol (1000mg) already taken on the way here. Will be taking meto and mixing my sn in a bit now. A lot calmer than I expected I would be at this point...
davidtorez
Warlock
- Mar 8, 2024
- 756
All the best. Wishing you a peaceful painless journey from this prison world. You deserved betterAlright...meto taken 10 mins ago sn mixed and ready..
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Jisatsu
黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
- Jan 5, 2025
- 2,062
Good luck , I hope your transition into the afterlife is peaceful .
Captive_Mind515
King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
- Jul 18, 2023
- 591
shegotaway
yare yare daze
- Jan 8, 2026
- 7
wish u luck, may u find the peace u deserve beyond this life see u on the other side soon!
sweetdrowning
living ghost
- Jan 2, 2026
- 80
Thank you everyone for your kind words. Time for me to drink and lay, hope for the best. Someone is going to update the thread on what happens.
It was me Roza from Ethiopia. It's been lovely "knowing" all you beautiful people, goodbye.
ris_ris_ris_ris_
Member
- Jan 21, 2026
- 9
I hope you find peace. May your departure be as peaceful as possible.I have decided today will be my last day. Tomorrow morning I'll get a hotel room and take my SN in about 21-22hrs from now. To be honest it's been a while since I stopped living. I feel like I've already died a couple years ago, this is just a formality to make my death official so people can put me in the ground and "mourn me" or whatever...get on with their lives. I've already mourned my life, the life I've lived, the life that could have been and so much more...and no one is going to mourn my life more than i deed. It took me a good while to let go and reach this decision but I've gotten to the point of accepting and feel content in my decision. I wish I had it in me to wait till after the holidays to do this but I just don't have anymore fight left in me. I wanna be gone. I've wanted to be gone for so long now. Had it not been for this site I was already at my limit two years ago and somehow it's this site that's kept me around. I've met so many kind souls here that helped me in my darkest days some already gone and some still around. I want to thank everyone here that's made it bearable for me to hang around this long, chatting with me, interacting with my posts or even with just your own posts. It meant the world to me. RAS, Mods thank you for fighting the good fight for this site's existence and for all that you do to keep this place running while still dealing with your own struggles. Please deactivate my account if I don't return.
I will be following the basic stat dose with 1000mg paracetamol, 30mg meto and 25gm sn in 50ml water with a backup cup. I wish I had benzos right now, not to take the insane amount of the recommended dose but just to ease this anxiety I'm feeling. I guess It will have to do with what I've got. I'll keep updating till the last moment and someone is going to be with me via video call and they will find a way to update this thread on what happens. I ask y'all to be kind and respectful. I love you all so much and wish you the very best wherever your path leads you
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