Hi I just wanted to post that note here for someone who asked and did not find my original post here. Also to let people know a little about suicide notes from my ash days. First I seen 3 notes copied from our ash archive used in a post. It was deleted. Reason why is because it was someone's original actual post from alt.suicide.holiday and those people who wrote them are gone. I gave the web address in my post here on sasu for people to read but not copy in hopes that you can all write your own specific "Notes" without copying from there. We have since changed the Archive of the original ASH group and web links and only poems are there now written by real asher's. Don't know why but I stopped a fb page from claiming they are alt.suicide.holiday group. That group now uses another name similar but not that anymore. I am one of the first people to even write anything on the newsgroups postings on usenet before we even started sites like the chat and posting on IRC as an expansion to the newsgroup and other spin offs. But this post is not for that purpose to discuss ash. The suicide notes are now not available. They are still there but not open to public. I am just letting people know you wont find anymore suicide notes written by old asher's there anymore.
For the person who asked here is my actual note from that site and it was successful until paramedics and police found me and revived me but I was listed as dead for 4 min. Believe me that is an eternity time means nothing when you die. Well it didn't for me anyway. So here it is. To my family friends and anyone who would read it. Simple to the point and then good bye. Maybe I will use it again. Seemed to be the winner of all my ctb attempts 5 of them but one worked and this is that note so hmm. maybe......... no my life has changed since then. Still Shit in a lot of ways but different now. I am dying and I have no choice anymore. Cancer with not cure. Only nasty treatments. But I am still here for now.
Peace.
IT'S TRUE (Suicide Note)
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People say
"Shit happens"
And it does
To me
All the time
People say
"Things will look different
in the morning"
And they do:
Worse
People say
"Life can be great"
And it is
But not for me
Goodbye
For the person who asked here is my actual note from that site and it was successful until paramedics and police found me and revived me but I was listed as dead for 4 min. Believe me that is an eternity time means nothing when you die. Well it didn't for me anyway. So here it is. To my family friends and anyone who would read it. Simple to the point and then good bye. Maybe I will use it again. Seemed to be the winner of all my ctb attempts 5 of them but one worked and this is that note so hmm. maybe......... no my life has changed since then. Still Shit in a lot of ways but different now. I am dying and I have no choice anymore. Cancer with not cure. Only nasty treatments. But I am still here for now.
Peace.
IT'S TRUE (Suicide Note)
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People say
"Shit happens"
And it does
To me
All the time
People say
"Things will look different
in the morning"
And they do:
Worse
People say
"Life can be great"
And it is
But not for me
Goodbye
