Story My SN finally arrived! (A soon to be goodbye thread)

[less than]

For whatever you'll decide I wish you a painless and peaceful journey.

 

[Neville1]

I wish you the best with whatever you decide.

Only the mods could have removed the images. It's against the rules to post vendor info so maybe someone reported your post for that?

Edit: Maybe the email of the vendor on the bag was a violation?

 

[Stan]

Many suppliers are being shut down now. I have seen one today in the UK having to do it. Should only post links in private messages as we are basically shooting ourselves in the foot here.

 

[pane]

Many suppliers are being shut down now. I have seen one today in the UK having to do it. Should only post links in private messages as we are basically shooting ourselves in the foot here.

Would even that make any difference? Although I could very well be mistaken, I vaguely recall seeing a post here from awhile back saying that even if direct links to suppliers were only shared by PM the suppliers would still be able to identify SS as the source of the increased web traffic but I can't remember how that would be done.

 

[Stan]

Would even that make any difference? Although I could very well be mistaken, I vaguely recall seeing a post here from awhile back saying that even if direct links to suppliers were only shared by PM the suppliers would still be able to identify SS as the source of the increased web traffic but I can't remember how that would be done.

It's possible but would take some serious access rights in respect for them to investigate that, I believe only serious crimes would warrant that level of information to be provided. I would say in respect to SN, imagine being a regular merchant on the 'net being told your product is being used for suicides. perhaps they stopped selling because of that rather than a court order, which in this respect would be very difficult to get as it is not a controlled substance in most part. maybe they were asked to start sharing names of people who were buying it as i believe in the UK it is a reportable substance.

 

[Jean4]

Thank you so much for continuing to check-in. Sending you love and I hope your transition is an easy one.

 

[Oblivion Lover]

Sorry for posting those images with seller info on it. I didn't knew it was a problem. Here are the images without identifying info on them if anyone wants to see them:

My supplies: Meto, cimetidine, lorazepam (I wish I had diazepam but this was the only one I could get), a measuring cup that holds ±50 grams of SN if full, and the star of the show, SN, above the rest.

Sn closeup without identifying information on it

Update: I took my fifth dose of meto some minutes ago and began my eight hour fasting. Surprisingly enough, I feel fine, both physically and mentally. No eps from metoclopramide so far. I must be really lucky with medications to not be experiencing any side effects of meto, or maybe it's because of the brand I bought. Now there's only one more dose of my meto regimen, a triple dose (30 mg) just to be safe, which I'll take at 03:00 am. Before starting my fasting, I ate a lot of junk food. Doritos, coke, chocolate and candies. Even though it was impulsive, I think it was a good decision. My last full "meal" was extremely satisfying.

 

[Stan]

Wishing you a peaceful journey

 

[trynacbt]

Hope it goes well! Thank you for sharing part of your journey with us.

 

[Oblivion Lover]

Update: I was able to watch one of my favorite Doctor Who episodes before I go! It was so nostalgic and it made me feel so great! Now I feel like I'm truly ready to leave.

 

[MeltingHeart]

Many suppliers are being shut down now. I have seen one today in the UK having to do it. Should only post links in private messages as we are basically shooting ourselves in the foot here.

oh no ! where did u find that out? solike there business has gone under basically?

 

[blackflag1]

Wishing you the most peaceful and blissful of a journey on your way to the other side.

 

[LetMeSleep4Ever]

Good luck, may you find rest and peace.

 

[Oblivion Lover]

Update: So, in the last hour I've been writing my edited note, a slightly smaller version of my original note. I've decided to leave one note not because of my family, because they don't deserve it, but to make sure my last wishes are expressed and that they don't do anything crazy after I'm gone like a certain mother out there. Hopefully by leaving a note my mother will not riot and ask for the immediate imprisoning of the SN seller and for the whole world to stop selling SN and for the "evil, predatory internet" to be shut down.

 

[Oblivion Lover]

Update: Just took my final (triple) dose of metoclopramide. My regimen is complete now. Surprisingly I had no EPS at all. In 15 minutes I'll take 800mg of cimetidine and some lorazepam to help me sleep, and by 03:45 I'll prepare and take my SN. I can't help but feel anxious about it.

 

[Return2Dust]

Update: Just took my final (triple) dose of metoclopramide. My regimen is complete now. Surprisingly I had no EPS at all. In 15 minutes I'll take 800mg of cimetidine and some lorazepam to help me sleep, and by 03:45 I'll prepare and take my SN. I can't help but feel anxious about it.

You're not alone. We're here with you.

 

[blackflag1]

We are here with you and wishing you a most peaceful journey.

 

[Eurus]

Good luck in your endeavor

 

[SadSack]

I am sorry that this world failed you. I hope everything goes as you've planned it and that you pass on peacefully.

 

[Oblivion Lover]

What a curious thing... I'm listening to some songs in a playlist waiting for the right time to prepare my SN and the last song that I'll hear before it is called "comfortably numb". Quite fitting for this moment, isn't it?
Update: Just took the SN. It tastes awfully bad. I guess it's a good choice to log out now and delete my device's data. It was a pleasure meeting you guys. I'm very thankful for your support. Goodbye.

 

[Return2Dust]

What a curious thing... I'm listening to some songs in a playlist waiting for the right time to prepare my SN and the last song that I'll hear before it is called "comfortably numb". Quite fitting for this moment, isn't it?
Update: Just took the SN. It tastes awfully bad. I guess it's a good choice to log out now and delete my device's data. It was a pleasure meeting you guys. I'm very thankful for your support.

Wishing you a peaceful transition.

 

[BPD_LE]

❤

 

[trynacbt]

Hope all is well now.

 

[Rachel74]

Many suppliers are being shut down now. I have seen one today in the UK having to do it. Should only post links in private messages as we are basically shooting ourselves in the foot here.

Only one now I've seen in the uk. eBay have stopped selling it, or I'm looking at the wrong places.
Peace be with you friend