Venting My reasons why this is my last year

[Craig31ldn]

I would say I'm the cause of alot of my problems and insecurities. But i do believe life was meant to block me from any happiness. I think it's fate. The odds of it being just me or everything played out by chance would be 7 billion/1 odds. Too manu coincidences.

 

[WornOutLife]

It's interesting the way you put it. "Life was meant to block me from any happiness"
I feel SO the same.

Anyway, wish you the best and hope you can find peace.

I'm leaving this world/simulation next year.

 

[KleinerWolf]

I don't think we are blocked from happiness,
It's just that things had been particularly bad.

you have to ask yourself why you want to die.
We often end up with a subjective answer but make sure you are content with your decision.

 

[voyager]

Same, you guys. When I was healthy everything seemed to fall into place almost by itself. Now it just goes from bad to worse and whatever I touch goes awry. Like I'm damned. It's actually one thing holding me off from ctb until it all fits because I know it'll fuck up somehow otherwise.